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[crazy-hazy-sims]

This is how i was at 12 am editing the WeiRdoW psoter for edgewave fest

Not pictured my friend on Discord reading my increasingly unhinged messeges and trying thier best to help me and give me opinions on the poster and how to improve it (they are a visionary istg i learned so much! )

I really owe it all to them so if you like the poster say thank you Amelia's friend😭✊❤️ (im Not sure if they wanna be tagged and i dont want to wake them rn up to ask so yeeeee)

[lekopoofball]

Girl, wait until she’s done peeing! Nothing should stand between someone and the loo.

(尿意恐怖症です。そして、おしっこを我慢できない膀胱の問題があるんだ。だから僕のことにいいんじゃないよwww)

[electricsockhead]

Is it bad that I don’t care about the fact that I’m probably gonna fail this semester and highly likely get kicked out of my school because I’m failing my major and if you have below a D in that class you get kicked out of school but I can’t bring myself to care anymore and I just wanna cry but at the same time crying is so much work and it gets all messy and when the tears dry out you face feels all mushy meh and I already hate myself don’t need an ugly ass mushy face to help out and I have no motivation for anything at all and my "best friend" texted me last night and we haven’t talked in months and I may have snapped at her and now she’s prolly mad at me and I just wanna cry but I don’t wanna have to deal with the consequences of crying and I wanna lay down but my moms gonna be home from work any time and I don’t want her to think I’m even more lazy and be even more disappointed then she already is and I’d love to take some time to take care of myself but I’m drowning and suffocating on school work and having to take care of a child that’s not even mine but I don’t even let myself believe I deserve more and at least some time to collect myself because I know I’m being a drama Queen and I know that no matter what someone out there is going through something worse and dealing with it better so I just gotta stop complaining and do my shit but there’s so much to do I don’t even know where to start and I wanna cry so badly but mushy face ! Is that bad? It doesn’t sound as bad as my head does when there’s nothing to distract me from it

[lekopoofball]

I am so pathetic…

I frogging wrote this out because I lacked the courage to say anything but then I chickened out of showing it to them too, even subtly.

They did see the drawing however, and said “That looks really good!” I just dropped my pencil and replied in a tiny voice “T-th-thanks…”

[lekopoofball]

Highlights from tonight’s two lessons of Duolingo

I feel the same way, all the time, you have no right to be this relatable. Way to target my transmasc, chronically ill, atrophying ass.

Oh. I don’t know how to respond to this.

Dang. That hits deep.

I was not expecting that truth bomb.

[lekopoofball]

I had been waiting for the one stall in the men’s restroom for a while, and a line of people had gathered behind me. I finally get my turn, and change my tampon, but there is nowhere to dispose of menstrual hygiene products, so I have to just drop it in the toilet. To my horror, the apparatus will not flush. I try again; it doesn’t fit down the toilet. I hold it down longer; nothing. I stand there for a minute, panicking about what to do. I decide that I cannot deal with this right now.

I just leave, slithering by the men as quickly yet inconspicuously as possible, leaving behind a tampon floating in the middle of the only tiny toilet for everyone else to perplex over. I speed-walk away, not looking back, and immediately leave the city.

[lekopoofball]

Billboard: A world without scent is like a world without colour.

Me who is colourblind and doesn’t have a sense of smell:

[lekopoofball]

You know your lips are chapped when you keep cutting yourself on them.