Painting my nails to make myself pretty for my birthday, feeling feminine today, can't stop thinking about feedism and gender
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I like the thought of having a fat partner when I'm feeling feminine because the thought of being wrapped up in the embrace of someone so much bigger than me makes me feel safe, warm, and protected. The idea of size contrast makes me feel dainty and girlish. I like thinking about someone wanting to protect and provide for me, their sweet, delicate girl.
But I'm also an FA when I'm feeling masculine? I like the idea of going out with my partner and people seeing our size contrast and knowing that I'm the one that does all the hard work around the house, and that I'm proud to display my partner on my arm as a testament to my capability and my earning potential. I like the thought of my partner wearing my paycheck on their waistline. I like walking confidently by my partner's side, knowing that people can think whatever they want to think, it's none of my business, but if they decide to make it my business by going out of our way to bother us, they can answer to my sharp wit and my good reputation and, if they really still want to get physical, they can answer to my quick reflexes or to the blade I keep tucked into my belt.
Mostly I just like to be smothered in soft squishy cuddles, made to feel like I'm a good boy/girl, and feel loved for who I am.
At heart I'm just a feral cat looking for a comfortable place to sleep.
