“you know i cannot,” she protested immediately, though any seriousness she hoped to convey was betrayed by the blush on her cheeks and the growing smile tugging up both corners of her lips. how she would love to, though; maría’s heart fluttered at the romantic notion of being able to wear his jacket home, to have it keep her warm from the chillier night air on her walk to and from work that night, to have a tangible reminder of him that fit his long limbs and carried his scent and could thus almost substitute for his embrace if she really tried hard enough. but tensions were already reaching a fever pitch in the streets, led by her own brother and tony’s best friend on opposite sides. giving into such temptations, however blissful and fizzy and sunny they made her feel, would only be stoking the flames of an already-raging fire. she would just have to commit to memory how it felt now around her shoulders, when the shroud of anonymity they were able to hide in in the crowded subway car actually allowed her to enjoy it. at least, for these last few seconds; they were taking a risk enough as it was, with familiar sidewalks just a staircase away now that they were disembarking the train. she did, however, hesitate just a moment to slip it off her shoulders, a second within which she pulled it around herself just a little bit tighter.
before taking the first step back up to the outside world - to the real word, where the private moments they had shared at the cloisters would be nothing but a private fantasy. in shedding the extra layer, shedding the part of him she had gotten to carry with her even temporarily, she was letting the last part of their little alternate universe go. maría held it out for him to take, a tinge of sadness in the smile she offered. “i cannot give you anything of mine as a good luck charm while you meet your friends,” for the same unfortunate reason she couldn’t keep the jacket, “but i can give this back to you and hope it still works.” and as she transferred hold of the garment, she made sure her hand brushed his, desperate for any last gasps of physical contact she could get before she would once again be deprived.
@meetaguy sent: “ keep the jacket, looks better on you. ” / accepting!













