ok let's air out my grievances one by one
cause i clearly have a lot to say
and yeah so
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1) anime expo overall was fun
i made a bunch of new friends... got to meet some artists in artist alley i've never heard of before. i wanted to ya know, kind of partake in- cause when my cousins go to anime expo they spend like. $500. per day so LOL
im not like that. im much more frugal. i havent even watched anime in years soo
i did a buy a print on saturday when i went... they ran out of sleeves and the artist assistant told me how someone actually had the audacity to refund their print cause they ran out of sleeves.. thats fucking ridiculous don't get me wrong. i did end up buying a $10 print from the artist anyway 1) i couldn't get it signed ;-; luckily this artist is actually decently from my area so im hopeful they'll have this on sale again and i can rebuy it cause 2) it DID get trashed in my bag cause there was nooo sleeve so ;-; AGAIN IM HOPEFUL OK?! lol
masquerade was genuinely the only thing i enjoyed in this con??? and for good reason- it's pretty much what really impressed me about last year LOVED masquerade 2025. glad i got to experience that, watching it live ofc
honestly the cosplays of last year were far more impressive than this years.. but im also like. masquerade is just a solid choice. going to the show twice now i'd say it's good every year. im surprised they didn't sell out of tickets or whatever but ok i mean sksk
don't get me wrong, obviously ax had a lot of flaws AND I MEAN A LOT. theres kinda nowhere to go except a handful of stores that have no sitting whatsoever and the security this year was OBNOXIOUS AS HELL i mean it. they didn't want anyone sitting indoors on the floor basically... which is a really stupid rule imo. especially nearing the end of the day... cosplayers are just exhausted so
Overall, I really loved the experience this year, despite all its flaws. But yeah, that being said I'm not going back next year! I'm burnt out so
Happy I went, but ain't going back next year I suppose- so !
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2) i pretty much got scammed by a small artist tbh
im literally so bitter about this ! and it literally happened months ago but whatever LOL
there was this artist i was SOOO obsessed with who has a big following on youtube
loved her work so much and it said on her website she was going to be at anime expo for the first three days or something like that. so because of her i even ended up getting a 4-day pass
LITTLE DID I KNOW this was just OUTDATED!! that was from last year or two years ago- she couldn't get a table this year!! i just wish that damn website was updated HELLOOOO
i mean it all kind of worked out in the end but still
I loved her art so much that i bought about $48 worth of sticker sets from it (i think that's including shipping... yeah im pretty sure so)
IM SORRY BUT THESE STICKERS WERE MID AS HELL 👎
i was not happy when i bought these cause i did read a 4 star review on how disappointed they were that the designed looked amazing sure.. but it's not as saturated as they appear online.. and i remember reading that like yeah ok sure i should prepare myself for how desaturated they are
PERSONALLY??? if you want my honest opinion i would give this like a 2, 2.5 maybe stars out of 5
i love the designs.. thats obviously why i bought them. and i know if i were to ever post them online or something (probably never will at this point but who knows LOL) i mean its nothing a simple bump in saturation on photoshop can't fix
HOWEVER it does suck that irl THESE LOOK PALE AS FUCK!!!
i bought these cause i wanted to admire them irl
but i can't quite do that so
edit: honestly it's so bad!!! and i tried to leave a negative review online on their website but its heavily moderated and has to go through filter after filter FUCK YOU GUYS OMGGG. you guys should have a yelp account instead YOU COWARDS!! /edit
edit edit: so i did get a notification saying my review went through and according to the notification they "just sent" me an email to confirm my email (ughhh no i didn't give my real email obviously) but it's stupid YOU JUST KNOW !! i sent it through a burner email; but im looking through my "email account" i dont see it ! you just know they take out the negative reviews- COWARDS! /edit edit
edit edit edit: but yeah ya know. we live and we learn ! (thx j <3) this is why going to artist alley at cons IS SOO fucking important. cause. there you actually get to see the print. you don't get bamboozled ONLINE cause you actually can see if they genuinely impress you online... products online can easily bamboozle you.. you suddenly learn despite all the research you do YOU CAN BE BAMBOOZLED ! be careful out there guys stay safe /edit edit edit
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3) Lbcc
I don't know what is drawing me to this con... BUT IM OBSESSED LOL don't know why
i might go... tbh as we're starting to figure out i mean: im really not a con girl
these don't
really spark any joy in my life like music fests do
im not really sure why i took a break from music festivals anymore either anymore !! i do miss raving but ;-;
but something about this con; i dont know but
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4) TADC Cast
SO incredibly jealous of anyone who gets to meet pretty much ANYONE in the cast of TADC GAAARSHH
obviously they did have one event in my area- the final showing with lizzie (pomni), amanda (ragatha), sean (kinger), and marissa/vixen??? (remember her more from her online name srry; this is gangle btw) at burbank and i was like "ugh... like i dont want to go... what if it's sold out"
// tadc ep 9 spoilers
tw // death mention
the ending wasn't 100% great anyway i mean they kill off the fan favorite /hyp
obviously i dont consider abstraction a 1:1 to suicide (though many people do) i do agree with caine's VA alex when he said the following tweet (ok this is bluesky sorry but):
people make the argument that this is just ONE person's opinion- although it does carry weight bc it's someone from the main cast
I 100% think he's right.. I genuinely consider it canon
which is a big deal to me
cause i don't really consider literally anything else mentioned by the official creator or main cast or crew or anyone of this show via social media canon- aside from a few things goose says on tumblr like jax would've changer her name to Lilly" and things like that but
I do think it was kind of problematic that jax officially came out as transfem on social media- i mean it was obviously, not so obviously to some that it was canon in the show but i digress um
// spoilers end
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5) Restaurants
so unlike the other 4 this has nothing to do with anything i mentioned above so
honestly i just have to accept the fact that seriously.. some (nearly all tbh) all the fucking waiters i get are fucking weird, nearly psychopathic
i just have really bad luck with waiters in restaurants honestly
We went to Fish Grill the other day and THIS WAITER just gives me a weird ass look cause what i ordered i seriously made sure had no fat, no sauce... brown rice over white (i mean no white rice) all grilled only with a salad- UGH! it's seriously due to dietary restrictions...
AND THIS FUCKING WEIRDO kept going up to our table asking if i needed sauce... do we like the food, MAINLY STARING AT ME ugh
I know that other people's actions are pretty much never about you but omg but that guy was fucking psychotic you cannot convince me otherwise
everyone was like "why did you order like that" I HAVE DIETARY RESTRICTIONS OK?!
TBH YES go to other countries and you will find that. people just find the food americans eat so fucking weird, all the way down to how we eat it im so serious
even the philippines will be so fucking confused as to why americans drown so much shit in sauce
JUST FYI!!! it's bad for you!! seriously the saturated fats in most american foods- especially the sauces!!
It's so sad that in america they've completely normalized putting preservatives in food... adding a bunch of fat sugar and butter into everything... red 40 is literally banned everywhere. except the states for some reason. If you home cook a lot of your food like me.. going to restaurants and eating out just for the social aspect is like... fucking disturbing and bizarre-o but i digress ugh like you're so aware of how deep fried... oily.. sickingly sweet a lot of american food tends to be at social events like this- im hurling just typing this- this is why i hate this country (among many other things but) i digress
That and
I just have to accept the fact that SERIOUSLY restaurants have severely gone downhill in quality these days
Because of things like "use a qr code to order" like at that shit restaurant in irvine that sells shrimp noodles... like their soup is good.. but I seriously believe corporations and business owners alike SERIOUSLY HAVE NO FUCKING idea what it's like to be a customer like at all. cause using a qr code for anything is seriously gauche as hell... EVEN fucking worse when they have the audacity to tell you to ORDER from there- like i used to think that shrimp noodle place off of the spectrum was like a more high classed establishment right? well. ever since they implemented this trash "order from the qr" thing i no longer even consider it a restaurant- it's just mcdonalds seriously i mean
like i see why restaurants are losing money
the economy just blows
everything is getting way more expensive "$60 is the new $20" is not fucking funny.. everything is getting way more expensive and much lower in quality and/or quantity. but back to what i was saying about the qr bullshit thing yeah
it's little things like that that really ruin the experience; that's why believe it or not i weirdly do enjoy denny's more than these other restaurants, caaaause at least i won't have to use some shit qr service unless it's to go which i genuinely think is fair i mean
well actually i enjoy ihop more but that's besides the point skjdf lol
The point is restaurants that close down.. really do deserve to close down imo... RIP the restaurant that closed down in my local movie theater which inevitably made me just.. cancel my movie pass so i don't go to the movie theaters as often anymore but LOL
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6 - final one i promise askjdh
6) Generative AI Photos... "Photos" ?
I'm so fucking sick of seeing ai generated ANYTHING
and don't get me wrong
Obviously as a woman in tech, I do see the main upsides and downsides of ai-generated anything
Generative AI is very good at helping people understand the mere basics of something they want to learn. You can pretty much learn anything using generative ai and it is mad impressive.
It's useful. It has its uses. Does weirdly replace a lawyer but only sometimes.
Like I mentioned before it is useful and it has its uses. But it's misused all the time
It's useful and has many uses and is madd resourceful at times but- does have its moments
but please for the love of god ART IS NOT ONE OF THEM!!! im NOT sorry!! but the moment i see "oh this video game used generative ai in its music" i mean HONESTLYYY they probably didn't say it but even the graphics of that or-an-zed i_side game look ai generated as hell ! i immediately turn it off!! so do all my irls
cause something like that is a big middle finger to artists (i can only imagine) and if they do something like that- use generative ai in their own "creations" such as video, photo, video games, anything like that- it. it really shows they don't respect artists at all. and something like that isn't worth your time
I hate seeing a "photo" of something on instagram to enjoy it.. for like a few seconds. and then going "oh god you can see how this is ai generated" you can see all the errors and flaws and how soulless it actually looks and how godawful amount of water and how much it damaged and depleted ksjdhf UGH waste of the environment people FRRR
and then it ended up being a massive waste of time for me to see bc if i can only enjoy looking at it for a few milliseconds and then if i look carefully into it and cringe madly at it like seriously what was the point











