#meh feels

[seungkwan-s]

feel like i’m falling apart a wee bit </3

just want a hug :(

[house-vexile]

Just when I feel like reaching out to the roleplay community again, I am reminded why I remain introverted and avoidant.

[onpancakesandmadmen]

Song of the Nightingale | Eleven: An Unexpected Deal

“Yes, so the only logical conclusion is for you to stay with me.”

[oriheartlyngchu]

Yet a sleepless night in which sleep eludes me. Injured ankle is just lovely. -_- siiigh.

[noktis]

Current writing music: The Dread Wolf on repeat

[cringequeenxd]

Negative Nelly don't assume. I can and will assume the worst ugh!! Aight aight lower the voice I'm just a bystander. Lol sorry sorry I know! Taking my frustrations out on the wrong person. Indeed. But I do it too, so I understand exactly where you're coming from. I like how we deal with each other's mood swings. Exactly, and then we move on, life sucks, I get it, you get it too. Yeah soooo glad to have you in my life! Feeling appreciative lately. Awww! I appreciate you too no lie, so lonely sometimes, you're like the only person I talk to all day. Same! And really even though it feels like 90% of the time we just talk about me? Nah, we're equal, well lately mainly it's cause your life is wayyyy more cray than mine lol. Haha wanna trade? Nah I'm good. Yeah I wouldn't either my life too dramatic tbh. At the moment yeah.. but it's like a movie, you should sell your story, we can become millionaires, move to Cali and be happy. Notice how I said we cause it's my idea. Yes please moving to Cali and being happy millionaires with no care in the world is what I need rn. It would sell pretty good as a movie, except I'm still waiting for the climax where I find out exactly why I went through all this for. What is the greater purpose behind everything?? One day you'll find out why. So Keke Palmer can play me and Brenda Song can play you. Wow of course you would say Brenda Song. Ok who do you want to play you then? Maggie Q duh! I WAS THINKING NIKITA TOO! TWIN TELEPATHY TOO ON POINT. Too much right now I'm scared.

[warlock-enthusiast]

do any of you get that "nearing your birthday" depression? Like: Great another year passed... nothing has changed, you're still tired, still stuck in the same place, you accomplished almost nothing and so on? -.-

And then there is the knowledge that 98% of my family ignore my birthday in general. My parents call, one grandma calls and the rest don't give a damn (it has been like that for... 12 to 13 years now) and I haven't talked to dad's side of the family for years, so I should be used to this, but it still feels sucky. Especially considering it's different with my cousins, because they get calls and gifts and stuff. meh. I can't even stand myself right now.

[earrthchild]

I've made a decision

I'm going to watch the fault in our stars when I feel sad. I can ball my eyes out without being questioned.