I hate who I was before
- Melanie Martinez
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I hate who I was before
- Melanie Martinez
picspams: Melanie Martinez as Cry Baby (K-12, 2019)
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I feel it coming up my throat.
Now I gotta wash my mouth out with soap.
Did my invitations disappear Why'd I put my heart on every cursive letter? Tell me why the hell no one is here Tell me what to do to make it all feel better
if i'm so especial why am i secret?
Melanie Martinez photographed by Lucy Hewett for “Billboard” photoshoot – 2016
Carousel is my favorite of the songs on my Dollhouse EP. It’s a perfect example of how my full length album is going to be. All very inspired by childhood and the contrast between light and dark. The light of Carousel is the carnival theme. Carnivals were my favorite growing up and still are to this day. The dark part of it is the story lying underneath. It’s about a boy who tricked me into falling in love with him and led me to the carousel where we ended up getting stuck. I wasn’t able to get off of that same ride. I was never able to reach him and he was okay with that.
dollhouse // melanie martinez