#melitta4ever

[envydean]

Blood (Is Thicker Than Water) by @melitta4ever | art by @envydean 

For the @deanbennyminibang :D 

[barisifictionarchive]

I'm looking for a Barisi fic that I read, probably a few months ago, probably on AO3. It was a short first time fic where Carisi went to Barba's office, and one thing leading to another, they ended up having kinky sex there. More precisely, Carisi was kneeling at Barba's feet, getting his cock and balls ground under Barba's feet. Carisi had a pretty emotional drop afterward that Barba had to talk him through, and they did all the negotiation after. Thanks for your help!

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Slow Decaying Fruit by melitta4ever (Explicit|18939|Complete)

Do you remember the death threats at the end of season 17? The one that showrunners and writers conveniently forgot. This is my take.

Or…

The squad starts investigating the threats. What they find isn’t pretty. And it only gets worse.

[jumpingpuddles]

Thank you to everyone who sent me comforting messages after my post yesterday! Don’t wanna spam anyone, so I’m making one post for all the replies.

Thanks for all the love, guys ♥♥♥ This is why I vent on Tumblr.

@melitta4ever​ I'm sorry you're feeling down at the moment. For what it's worth, I love seeing you updating on Tumblr. Sending love...

Thank you! That does mean a lot ♥

@yamimana-ramblings​ You're lovely and adorable. The right person will come along.

I hope so... Just doesn’t feel like it sometimes. Thank you ♥

@bethanyactually​ <333 I'm sorry things are hard right now. You're completely lovable, but also it's totally okay to be frustrated. (My SIL never dated anyone for the first eight years I knew her, and then at the age of 34 she reconnected with a high school friend, fell in love, got married, and had two kids within the next three years, and they're still happily married 16 years later.)

See, these are the kinds of stories I need to hear. ‘Cause the older I get, the more frustrated I get and the worse my self esteem becomes, and it doesn’t get easier when nothing else in your life is falling into place.

@romulan-raptorstar I'm pretty much in the same boat, it just takes time to find the right person and maybe you never will but it's alright to be alone, it doesn't make you any less of an awesome person

Thank you. The thing is I know it’s okay if I never find someone and that it doesn’t make me less of a person, but I want love. So badly. The only dream I have that’s actually worth something (and that I can’t see myself being happy without) is creating a family of my own and sometimes it feels like I’ll never get that.

@staringatgoats Elli, I feel like this a lot and it’s hard and everything sucks and all. But you’re an amazing, wonderful, talented, funny person who I know I like talking to and I’m sure there’s other people out there who feel the same. Just focus on doing the things you enjoy and make you happy.

Thank you, Daniel. This does make me feel better. And for the record, I really like talking to you and I’m sorry I’m kind of shitty at the replying thing sometimes :S

Anonymous said: Hey Im sure youre feeling down right now and i totally get it, im in the same spot too, But you seem like such a cool person and youre also really crazy attractive which is a definite plus so theres no way youll be alone forever. And until you get that special someone hold on cause its gonna be worth it :)

Aww, this is really sweet. Thank you ♥

@sherlockianonfire91 said: Hi, Ellinor. I read your post, I know I'm just getting to know you, but please, you will be loved. I'm already 32 and heck life is not easy. Some days I feel younger than ever and some old and sad than ever, but life can be a bitch, but we have to show it we can be bad wolves too! Love will come, it takes time, I'm telling you, I've been single for years!!!!! And still hope to find a good half (I'm the better half, just as you are). Hugs, Carol.

Thank you, Carol. It helps to know I’m not alone in this boat (which I know I’m not - some of my closest friends are right there with me - but I still kinda need to hear it sometimes).

Anonymous said: Hey! Just wanted to leave a little message:) There were times when I thought no one could ever love me and I will be alone forever, so I totally get that you long for a relationship. I´m 23 and I never had a boyfriend before and then a few weeks ago I met a guy and a week later we were together. What I´m trying to say is, you might find someone when you least expect it:) And even if you don´t thats ok. What I know of you you are a nice, wonderful person and everyone could be lucky to have you:)

Awww yay for you! That makes me happy :D And thank you ♥♥

[hawkland]

melitta4ever replied to your post: This is just a quick sorry-for-being-mostly-MIA...

Hurray for things getting better. It’s nice to hear some good news. Also, kudos for starting therapy. Hope you will find it extremely helpful.

Thank you! <3 And I hope so, too. 

[demondetoxmanual]

I see many posts on reposting art etc and confused. I usually reblog if I like a post and always thought it's something that artists actually enjoy. Is reposting different than reblogging? Or I should 'like' a post instead of reblogging.

Reposting is very different from ReBLOGGING.

Reposting is when someone sees a graphic, saves it to their computer and uploads it on any website (usually tumblr) as their own. Meaning: The reposter is labeled as the source of the graphic and therefore receives credit for something s/he has no affiliation with. And I like to point it out again: It’s a violation of tumblr’s guidelines.

Reblogging is when, e.g., I upload a gif/graphic/whatever and you share it with your followers by clicking on ‘reblog’. By doing so the source will always lead back to me and so credit’s given where credit’s due.

If you 'LIKE’ a post and/or 'REBLOG’ it then you’re doing everything right. But keep your eyes open, some gif-makers like to put their URL on their work and it doesn’t take long to check if the source of a post matches the URL on a gif. My gifs for example always have 'demondetox’ or 'demondetoxmanual’ on them. Other bloggers put their name on their gifs, like Sashi. It’s always different. But once you’ve been around for a while you will recognize which gif-maker made what edit, because we all have different styles and techniques. Some like their edits blurry, others prefer them sharp, and then some people love grainy gifs and me, well, I like to mix it all up a little. 

Known reposters without any remorse whatsoever are: 

supernaatural

suprnaturaling

There are definitely more out there, but don’t ever like/reblog anything from these two blogs, please. <3 Also, don’t ever reblog/like anything that states 'weheartit’ as a source. 99% of the graphics from there are from tumblr in the first place.

If someone points out a reposter, I’m almost 99.99% sure that it’s not scam or fake, because there’s no point in lying about it. So if you see such posts, then make sure you don’t reblog/like from mentioned blog or better yet: block them.

[thepsychicclam]

melitta4ever replied to your post “i’m researching 1920s showers (yeah i know wtf), and found this really...”

just curious; the water pressure was similar to what we have now, right? or we're talking about some kind of 'power shower', high pressure, fast cleaning method for hairy, big men??

you know, that's a good question :| i assume regular pressure (or probably even worse...i think of older showers and th shit pressure they have)

i read about this "ribcage" shower that was used for medicinal purposes that like shot jets of water to the kidneys, ribs, etc...they said women sometimes used those.

i was like YEAH I'M SURE THEY DID >:))))

[littlecofiegirl]

love the droid stiles. his very fresh skin must be so, so, soooooo sensitive now, right? ::drools::

Quite sensitive yes. ;D

[spncleanexxbrand]

melitta4ever replied to your post: My DVR just deleted the freaking episode!!!...

oh no!

I know! I am so mad!