Think I can call myself a jiraihera or menrai (jirai and menhera) now that I'm more confident that I align with both getting worse and recovering. Also it's getting wayy to obvious irl that I do explode, I'm just not always ready to liveblog myself cuz I wanna be sorta coherent to moots 🥹
I actually do mean "me" not other parts of my system btw, I was just doubting myself only









