#mentalbreakthrough

[meigamorada]

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What do you call that feeling when you dont want to live and you dont want to die.

When you wake up feling numb enough that you dont even have the strengh to get up

When whatever is inside your head is more entertaining than whats outside

When reality cant compare, or when you cant either.

I think it might just be me... Maybe its my own problem, maybe its not even real... Is this real? Am i making it up? Faking it?

What is life... A series of tender moments... A few  moments of joy. Followed by hours, days, weeks on end not even knowing who i am

Who am i... Am i a friend... A daughter... A failure... Or just another piece of carbon in this universe. Maybe thats all that we are... But if thats true, what am i doing here?

Why keep running a race i know i cant win, feeding the sentiments of boredom and anger as if has become automatic.

Has no one else seen this? It doesnt seem so, no one is willing to change. Maybe they just like their reality and i was born in the wrong one.

All i know is day after day it makes less and less sense, whatever this is. I think i stopped being truly awake years ago and im just surviving...

I dont want to survive i want to live. But ive been doing it so long i dont know anything else... Is anything else even an option?

[jamiesonwolf]

This evening, I asked the cards "What did I learn about myself today?" I drew the 6 of Swords from The Infernal Tarot. This card symbolizes a relief from mental stress., a stepping away from mental obstacles and riding the wave towards a brighter future and a different way of thinking. #tarot #infernaltarot #mind #mentalbreakthrough #newwayofthinking https://www.instagram.com/p/CWR25tZsZpe/?utm_medium=tumblr

[jamiesonwolf]

Mornings are difficult for me. My mind tends to go over everything I did wrong or everything bad that happened to me. So this morning I asked thr cards "How can I start the day off with positive thinking?" I dree the King of Swords, the 3 of Swords and the 5 of Swords from Thr Dark Mansion Tarot. 🗡 Thr King of Swords is a master of his mind and his thoughts. He is logical and methodical in the way he thinks, examining something until he understands it completely. He is a believer in truth and has no time for mind tricks and lies. He is a teacher, a philosopher and a writer. He knows himself. 🗡 The 3 of Swords symbolizes heartbreak. A locket holds a strand of hair, perhaps from a beloved. I am being asked what can I learn from past pain? I need to think on what the heartbreak taught me about strength and courage, not rip the wound open again each morning. The pain of the past has taught me all it can. 🗡 The 5 of Swords shows me a man who has stabbed another in the back and yet another lies fallen. He had won, but at what cost? Not everything has to be a fight or a battle. I have to stop fighting myself and stop starting every day with a battle against my own mind. I can choose a different path so that I can sparkle on! 🗡 #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #darkmansiontarot #mind #mentalbreakthrough #masteryofself #heartbreak #battleofwits #stopfightingmyself #choosetolove #selflove #spiritualaf #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CLEgXXDnP9G/?igshid=obawtklfhzqy

[jamiesonwolf]

I've been incredibly hard on myself lately with things that are always beyond my control. That has led me down several spirals and some pretty dark places. So this morning, I asked the cards "How can I be kinder to myself?" I drew the Ace of Swords, the Hermit and the Son of Swords from The Wild Unknown Tarot. 🗡 The Ace of Swords is telling me to cut that shit out. It signifies mental clarity. I'm being presented with this Sword so that I can cut away that which is holding me back and hurting me, thoughts of not being good enough or smart enough. The Ace of Swords is the lighting in the storm helping me to see my way forward with clarity. 🗡 The Hermit is asking me to spend time with my spirit. The tortise can withdraw inwards so that he can think and ponder life's meaning. He withdraws so that he can focus on the light that he carries within. The candle can be blown out with a single breath, so I will have to be careful that my flame does not go out. I will protect my light. 🗡 The Son of Swords asks me to fly. He is enthusiastic and loves to explore his mind, taking joy from what he learns in the world around him. He can have the tendency to act first and ask questions after, so I will have to watch that. Ultimately, he is kind and he is a writer, driven to live off the page and within it so that he can sparkle on! 🗡 #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #thewildunknown #the_wild_unknown #mentalbreakthrough #clarity #intuition #illumination #lightinthedark #fly #spreadyourwings #mentaldexterity #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CK3oeawnugi/?igshid=bvt4j5e5uf29

[jamiesonwolf]

This morning, I asked the cards "How can I celebrate the day?" I drew the Page of Swords, the 8 of Pentacles and the 4 of Swords from The Infernal Tarot. 🗡 The Page of Swords is a student and a writer. He is intelligent and though he has not attained the level of wisdom of his counterparts, he is enthusiastic about his craft. Words are lifeblood to him. He is thoughtful and loves to talk to others to find out more about the world. 🗡 The 8 of Pentacles is the next step in the journey. The student must work at his craft for he is always learning. He works diligently at his craft, finding pleasure and gratification from his work. This card asks me to get to work and remember to find the joy within my words. 🗡 The 4 of Swords shows four friends standing around a friend who is resting. This card is asking me to give myself a mental rest and not to be so hard on myself. Writing is my joy and punishing myself about my words is counterproductive. I need to stop the negative thoughts and embrace the joy once more. Sparkle on! 🗡 #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #infernaltarot #erikpollitt #mentalbreakthrough #clarity #teacher #writer #wisdom #kindnesswins #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CKEJQW_n0s2/?igshid=1k3af8kb8xady

[jamiesonwolf]

This morning, I asked the cards "How can I make today fabulous?" I drew the King of Swords, the Page of Swords and the 7 of Wands from This Might Hurt Tarot. ⭐ The King of Swords sits with a falcon perched on his hand. He regards me and acknowledges me as an equal. I love the wisdom he exudes and the confidence. He has learned so much about himself and he has mastered his mind. The falcon that he had tamed symbolizes victory and success. I will embrace his strength today. ⭐ The Page of Swords regards the birds flying above him. The wind is moving the clouds into view and the trees are whipped forward. This is a card of movement. He is a teacher of what he has learned so far on his journey, but the Page is also a student and looks at the world with open curiosity. I will embrace his eagerness today. ⭐ The 7 of Wands shows a woman locked in battle. We have come upon her in a moment where she must defend herself, where her spirit had been threatened. There may come a moment today where I will have to defend myself, where I will have to stand up for what I believe in. ⭐ So today will be fabulous if I hone the power of my mind, embrace my curiosity and defend what I believe. Sparkle on! ⭐ #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #thismighthurttarot #powerofthemind #mentalbreakthrough #clarity #defendyourself #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CHh79zfHBnq/?igshid=dovwh2j0uyyi

[jamiesonwolf]

I've been weighed down by the world. My mind is always thinking of what will come, what's happening, what will happen. It's too much sometimes and a lot to worry about. It's been affecting my quality of life. So this morning, I asked the cards "How do I live more in the moment?" I drew the Knight of Cups, the Ace of Swords and the 10 of Wands from The Slow Tarot. ⭐ The Knight of Cups is very introspective. He looks within so that he can look outward. Kind and thoughtful, he loses himself in the wonders around him. In the card, a feather falls toward him and he watches its lazy dance. He sees the beauty inside himself so that he can see it around him. ⭐ The Ace of Swords brings mental clarity. The Sword cuts through all of that mental noise and fog to reveal the light and what I need to focus on. This card brings truth, my truth, and cuts away everything else. This card is asking me to focus on myself and those around me. I can only send light into the world. I have to let all of the other thoughts go. ⭐ The 10 of Wands shows me a man walking under the weight of the Wands. They weigh him down and every step is difficult. This card symbolizes the journey of the spirit. A cycle is ending and a new one begins but before I start on a new spiritual journey, I have to let go of all that weight. My spirit can't hold everything. I need to take what I've learned and let the weight go. ⭐ Sparkle on! ⭐ #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #theslowtarot #smalljoys #mentalbreakthrough #letitgo #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CFwil7PncRO/?igshid=xfca4exc2pro

[jamiesonwolf]

This morning, I asked the cards "How do I celebrate myself?" I often forget to celebrate my accomplishments and how far I've come. I play down everything when I should really be proud. I drew the Knight of Cups, the 6 of Swords, tge 5 of Wands and the 8 of Cups from The Tarot of the Divine. ✨ The Knight of Cups wants me to celebrate how far I've come on my emotional journey. He is always looking for a way to better himself, to use his wisdom to reach into his emotional depths. The Knight of Cups travels the waters within. I celebrate his journey. 🌠 The 6 of Swords wants me to celebrate movement. The woman and child are moving away from a mental situation that was bringing them pain towards calmer waters. I am a font of positivity, but sometimes I find myself wrapped in the waters of negativity. I always learn what I can from it and then choose to move on. I celebrate choice. ✨ The 5 of Wands wants me to celebrate bravery. A battle in progress and the warriors are fighting to the death. The spirit can be easily ruled, finding itself in situations where it has to fight. Sometimes, we need to stand up for ourselves when no one else will. I celebrate the fire within. 🌠 The 8 of Cups wants me to celebrate freedom. Sometimes, I found myself in difficult emotional situations, ones that filled me with doubt and a lack of direction. I need to remember that even if it took me a long time, I eventually chose to move away from a situation that was hurting me and chose a new direction. I celebrate a new direction. Sparkle on! ✨ #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #tarotofthedivine #celebrate #mentalbreakthrough #emotions #bravery #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CFRp0LPH7BX/?igshid=1k4jmskdhw2sg