Meigamorada

Witch, writer and professional daydreamer. If you have any writting requests hmu

[meigamorada]

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What do you call that feeling when you dont want to live and you dont want to die.

When you wake up feling numb enough that you dont even have the strengh to get up

When whatever is inside your head is more entertaining than whats outside

When reality cant compare, or when you cant either.

I think it might just be me... Maybe its my own problem, maybe its not even real... Is this real? Am i making it up? Faking it?

What is life... A series of tender moments... A few  moments of joy. Followed by hours, days, weeks on end not even knowing who i am

Who am i... Am i a friend... A daughter... A failure... Or just another piece of carbon in this universe. Maybe thats all that we are... But if thats true, what am i doing here?

Why keep running a race i know i cant win, feeding the sentiments of boredom and anger as if has become automatic.

Has no one else seen this? It doesnt seem so, no one is willing to change. Maybe they just like their reality and i was born in the wrong one.

All i know is day after day it makes less and less sense, whatever this is. I think i stopped being truly awake years ago and im just surviving...

I dont want to survive i want to live. But ive been doing it so long i dont know anything else... Is anything else even an option?

[thepersonalquotes]

[meigamorada]

The aftermath of use

Im a liminal space

Just a rite of passage

Dump your shit into my heart

Feed my thoughts to the masses

Take the blood that comes out

To water your own mind

And leave me empty again

Thinking ive always been this way

[meigamorada]

Musings of lonely nights

How many times have I looked into your eyes

For you to only see right through me

And the flame thats keeping me alive

Is bound to someday consume me

I wish I had the courage

To utter a single word

To make myself be noticed

But then again it seems absurd

I can talk too much and I can talk too little

Feeling cursed but thats on me

That doesnt mean my love should be belittled

I didnt choose who I'd turn to be

And now im mearly an echo

Of all I ever was

And when it's all finally over

Will I look into the past?

[wistfulgiselle]

simple exercises for baby witches ♡🌱

- meditate. even five minutes every day does wonders for developing self-understanding and your connection to the earth and spiritual realm.

- hone your intent- your most powerful tool. write your desires on a piece of paper and seal it with wax, or burn it (safely) in a candle. since intent is usually represented by fire, stare into flame and imagine it manifesting as your intentions or a kind of familiar that will stay will you and help you in your journey.

- consecrate your food. before eating, consider its origins and thank all that is responsible for bringing it to you. 

- create an altar. this can be as complex or as simple as you like- crystals and candles help, but all you truly need is your intent and any objects that prompt you to consider and value whatever you dedicate your altar to (a deity, nature, a festival, yourself…)

- develop a habit of starting or ending your day with some yoga. as you do so, make sure to thank the sun for rising and for setting, the moon for being so serene and the stars for all the stories they hold.

- connect with the elements. whether you are walking, sitting, falling asleep- balance yourself by acknowledging the elements. for example, notice your breath (air), notice the weight of your body or your contact with the ground (earth), notice your thoughts and emotions, or simply the saliva in your mouth (water) and notice your heartbeat (fire).

- bath magic! this is a favourite of mine simply because it is so versatile- use salts, bath bombs, candles, crystals, lavender or petals in order to clear negativity, cleanse for a spell, honour a deity, help heal yourself, strengthen self love and care, renew intentions and goals…

- practice a grounding exercise- do some research into what kind of grounding you like the most. I usually imagine roots drawing up energy from the earth’s core.

- go outside for the sake of going outside. talk to the flowers and trees and wind. acknowledge the extraordinary complexities of nature- how science and magic flows and interacts to form our beautiful planet.

- be thankful. you are alive! isn’t that incredible? whatever happened, whatever is going to happen, you are fortunate enough to be here, living and breathing and experiencing. keep doing so. 

[jessmalia]

My date: So, what languages do you speak?

Me: Swedish, English, and reader-insert fanfiction.

My date:

My date: An example?

Me: I put on a f/c t-shirt and a s/f/c f/p skirt. I arrived at bff/n's house for their party and walked inside.

"Y/n!!!!" I heard someone scream. When I turned around I saw bff/n, f/1/n and f/2/n running towards me.

"Hi!" I said as we all hugged.

"Guess who's here?" bff/n asked.

"F/c/n?" I asked teasingly. Bff/n blushed.

"Yea he's here but he's not who I'm talking about. It's c/n." It was my turn to blush now.

"So? I don't care." I said.

"Sure." bff/n, f/1/n, and f/2/n said at the same time.

"Whatever." I mumbled before going over to the kitchen to grab some f/f and f/d.

My date:

Me: Shall I go on?

[meigamorada]

Boi if this ain't me tho

[jessmalia]

Reblog if you are or know of an adult fan fiction writer

I’m trying to prove a point