I would love to live the live everyone tells me I deserve. Maybe we never have the things other people think we deserve? So may thoughts, too many. This is why I am baking so much haha
Also got post from my therapist. BPD and PTSD as the main reasons for therapy. I hope very much that she will stay by this diagnosis. I have got any shit told by people but most of them could not believe me that I could diagnose myself right. That’s why they always tried to tell me that I am not borderlined even when it’s the most obvious thing in the world. But she is nice and very kind to me.













