#merc lyf

[bearsofdeathx]

A soldier’s all I am.

But for what country, I do not know.

[paintedleo]

i feel like sharing random facts

its not nice random facts

i have depersonalization disorder, or whatever it is

i used to burn myself regularly last year

i smoked weed for about a month last year

ive been arrested for shop lifting

im also a kleptomaniac, i get sick and panicked if i dont steal something i want sometimes

mostly its just rings

im a piece of shit

[paintedleo]

basically my mom is out of the province for a reuinion thing so my brother and i are suppose to be at my dads this weekend

i hate my dads house, now that his girlfriend and her stupid fucking son moved in. im just not welcome there. i dont have a bed or a room or a computer to use. i dont even have clothes there because leigh fucking threw them out

im just uncomfortable there

i wasnt given a choice in wether i wanted to go, of course

i can take care of myself for a weekend. im 16 years old and ive been making my own dinner most days since i was 12. its nothing new. my stuff is here, i know this place, im comfortable here

i dont fucking want to go but apparently saying that ^^^ means im immature and i cant stay home

fuck life

[paintedleo]

i watched homestuck animations with my friend (???) daniel all CMT class and people kept asking us what we were doing and it was just rly fun

god bless