#mesmerizingbelle

[leatherandbourbon-archive]

"You were lying the entire time?"

"No, I wasn't. I lied about my identity and that's it."

[distanthuntersarchive-blog]

    "Well...aren't you a sight for sore eyes."

[dontplaytheoddsplaytheman]

Harvey was waiting outside the apartment complex Belle was living in, waiting for the young woman to show. Seeing as he had to be in a important meeting tomorrow, he had to read through some documents while waiting. Hearing her heels click against the ground, his eyes wandered up from the lines and landing on her. "There you are-" 

[mournus]

.. I ran out of asks

so I'll just send it to you through fan mail unless you wanna send it first ?

[mournus]

best fuck- male and female (u can name a few if u want)

//I’ve only ever had proper gay smut with two people (one of which faded to black) and I hope this is what you meant because idk

"Priest," obviously, "Stiles… oh this one guy I fucked— um— I can’t remember his fucking name though. Drake was pretty good, Cygnus too I guess.”

"Ash, Belle… Gabbie," he’s fucked a lot of people okay be patient, "uh… SHIT- Narcissa oh my fucking… um… Alessia. Yeah, I think that’s it."

[mournus]

The more he spoke the harder she cried. She tried to lock him out and put her hands on his ears, but it didn't help. You're worthless. You're an abomination. One-two-three-four-five-six-seven-eight.... Useless, stupid brat. "Stop it! Please, stop. Please!"

"You’re so FUCKING pathetic! My words are making you fucking cry?! That’s so stupid fucking hell Belle! Grow the fuck up!"

[mournus]

At first, she wanted to shout back and tell him to shut up. She wanted to run and get away from him as soon as possible, but the de ja vu sensation froze her legs into the ground. One-two-three-four... the voice in her head started chanting and she quickly shook her head, tears drooling down her face. "Get away from me!"

He let go of her harshly, pushing at her as he did so, “What? You gonna run to the hospital? You think they can fucking fix you? You think they can sort out all the fucked up things happening in your head?! You think they can help you? They can’t help you, Belle. You need to fucking learn how to help yourself.”

//I’M IN SO MUCH FUCKING PAIN BECAUSE HIS DAD USED TO ALWAYS SAY STUFF LIKE THAT TO HIM WHAT IS HAPPENING

[mournus]

"I am acting whatever way I want to act, you don't own me anymore!" All she could think about was slapping him, but she decided to just take a deep breath. "I'm going to a hospital. You get out of my life!"

"You’re going to a hospital?! You’re so weak! Just deal with the pain!” oh God no, he sounds like his father, “Get the fuck over it! You don’t need to fucking go to a hospital! You’re conscious aren’t you?! You’re talking aren’t you?! What are they gonna do at a hospital apart from tell you to stop wasting your time?!”

Maybe it’s true that an abused child can either grow up to be an abuser or extremely timid. One things for sure, Seth is certainly not timid.