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[sunflowertrick]

how is she here too? i would've thought i was the only one cursed with this thing.

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[sunflowertrick]

hey glad to see im not the only 1 here whos borrowin anotha acc! it really is weird seein every1 elses problems tho :/

-nephi! ( @seraphs-journey )

oh hey cool! glad to know getting someone else's stuff outta nowhere isn't just me.

and it is! i don't know these people. i mean, i guess whoever has this normally does. but i don't really care about them ya'know? i guess i am too old for this because i'm definitely not getting involved in crazy drama or whatever. unless you want to count my love life but thats not even that crazy.

[sunflowertrick]

[DIRECT MESSAGE: Xdamita229]

misstabby: Hey.

misstabby: Sorry I took so long to get back to you.

misstabby: Listen, I'm sorry about what happened the other night. I guess I didn't know what I was doing. Or something. I don't hate you.

misstabby: I had a really nice time.

misstabby: I'll be in Mesagoza tonight if you want to meet up again?

[sunflowertrick]

sometimes i do just remember that a lot of people (in my universe at least) probably just. know who my moms are. they were doing world tours before i was born. and to most people there probably like. yknow. the guitarist and vocalist of this big metal band. and not people who make really good paparajotes or feed the maushold family under our house or have 4 dogs that just sleep on their bed or spoil all their pokemon including mine.

[sunflowertrick]

maybe ive said this before but koraidon will lay on the floor and pout because he cant fit in my moms bed.

[sunflowertrick]

shes still talking by the way this is worse then my moms when they start talking about each other. and her partner is like thousands of miles away and i dont even know what she looks like

[sunflowertrick]

[TEXT MESSAGE CONVERSATION]

when will you be home?

i need to talk to you about something.

Still waiting on a taxi. What's up?

something happened again. and im really on edge. i just need to talk to you or mama right now. somebody.

Nemona?

yeah.

its not as bad as last time. but im still worried.

because something happened AGAIN

Right.

and i just feel sick. because it keeps happening. i mean i didnt think shed die this time. so thats good i guess.

but i havent eaten today. or done anything really. even after everything was over.

That's definitely not helping you, Em. I'll make you something when we get home, and we can sit and talk about it, okay? I hate to tell you this but I really don't think you should keep being friends with someone who makes you feel like that, honey.

but not being friends with him wont fix anything

because nemona still will be

and i cant just make her do that because i feel bad!

and hes one of the few friends i even have.

I think Nemona would understand if you talked to her about it.

maybe.

but i dont want her to think about me different

You say that about everything with her. You're going to have to talk to her eventually. About this, and everything else.

i know

ill talk to you when you get home

maybe ill feel better after i eat

love you.

Love you too ❤️