— ° ∵ ☼ TASK ONE: A LETTER TO MY BROKEN HEART
Dear ex,
I still think of you every single day. I’m still hurting.
You promised me everything good in the world, and you gave it to me for a while.
I was your muse, your everything. It was a dream to me, I had never been more in love with a man. Everything I felt was pure, nothing could pull me down. When I got bad news or when I had a bad day, I called you and you picked me up. You made me feel like a princess. No, you made me feel like a queen and as if I was the only girl you ever loved.
But suddenly I was scared you would go back to your ex, scared that I wouldn’t be good enough, scared that the fact that she had your child would eventually make you go back to her. Scared and caught up in those thoughts, I lost you to someone else.
I love you, I’m sorry for that though. But every damn day is a struggle for me, I can’t find myself again.
- Vanessa 🥀