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Fic idea: summer time! Beach babes and the heat! Everyone is excited to go... Besides Jay. This is the first summer after his top surgery and the scars are still really fresh, how dose he cope? And how dose the other MH cast react?
Everything had happened so fast. It felt like a month ago when they planned to go out to Florida for a month, and now they were already there, unpacking after the flight. Jay breathed in deeply, skimming over the text messages from his doctor again. They said it was fine to swim, and everything would be okay, but Jay was nervous about getting in the water shirtless. His stitches showed up like sore thumbs to him, no matter how much everyone else said that it looked normal and fine. He couldn’t fall asleep easy, but he did at least sleep for nine hours, which was better than usual. He peered over at Alex’s bed, since he’d been assigned to sleep in the same room with Jay, and noticed he wasn’t there. He guessed he went down to breakfast already.Jay gave himself more time to mentally prepare, and then decided that if he’d ever be comfortable, he’d have to go out in public without worrying of what others thought about him, so he got up. He changed right into his normal clothes, a big tshirt and some sweatpants, of course not leaving without his hat and jacket. He sat the swim trunks he had bought for this occasion on the bathroom counter, he could change in there when they were ready to go.He hurried downstairs, and thankfully he hadn’t missed breakfast. The bright smiling faces of his friends as they sat and ate everything on their plates. Jay smiled back as Brian gave him a big wave, and he came over and took the empty seat next to Tim. Apparently they had already gotten him food, so he started trying to finish around the same time as them to hurry things up. “Either you’re hungry, or you’re really stressed.” Alex commented, eyeing Jay.“Both.” Jay said once he swallowed down what he had in his mouth. Tim gave a quiet laugh before sliding the plate away from Jay for a little while.“You’ll either choke yourself, or get so full you feel ill, so slow down there.” Tim explained with a exaggerated sigh as Jay pouted at him. “Nope. You’re waiting longer for it now.” Jay gave a whine, but Tim was right. He tried to control his fast paced movements while he drank some of his water.After they all finished eating, they washed their dishes in the sink to spare the janitors the work. Seperating to their designated rooms, Jay slipped in the bathroom and shut the door to let Alex change in the main room. After taking off his shirt, he paused to look at himself for a moment, and then just kicked off the rest of his clothes to put the swim trunks on. If he was going to do it ever, it was going to be now.Stepping out of the bathroom once he heard Alex say he was dressed, he laughed quietly as the other looked him over. In his hot pink swim trunks, he really did attract attention, but it made him feel happy so there was nothing anyone else could say. “You look great.” Alex praised as he saw Jay’s nervous glances around the room. Wearing deep blue shorts, he sweeped Jay right into his arms to carry him down. They both laughed at how easily Alex could carry him around, but it was nicer to know everyone supported him so Jay was fine with it.They made it down to the beach, and Jay crossed his arms to try and cover his chest. Brian and Tim were fighting over where the umbrella should be, Brian thought closer and Tim thought farther from the water. Jess had to step in and make a compromise to set it in the middle, which they both grudgingly decided that was fine. Alex sat Jay down, giving him a quick pat on the head before he helped the others set up the blankets and food. Everyone had it covered apparently, so Jay just glanced around at the strangers. There wasn’t too many people, so he decided it would be alright. He just had to get to the water fast.The sand was hot once he put his flipflops at their setup, everyone else seemed to just rush to the water with excitement, while Tim stayed back to just listen to music and read a book. “Hey, Tim..” Jay asked quietly, stepping on the blankets to keep his feet from dying.“Jay, nobody will give a damn if you have the scars. If they do, we’ll just take care of it.” It seemed like news got around fast that Jay was nervous.“Are you sure..?” The other asked, slowly letting his arms fall to his sides. Tim looked over his sunglasses and looked over Jay for a minute.“I know it’s hard to get used to it. I brought a big shirt if you’re too uncomfortable, but you should at least try. If you don’t want to, I’ve got waterproof bandages we can put over too.” Jay smiled. Of course Tim had prepared for this. He went over and gave him a big hug, in which Tim gladly accepted, and then took the sunscreen can and sprayed himself. It seemed like the others had brought the can with them, and thrown it away at the trash can.When Jay finished, he ran across the hot sand to catch up with everyone who were waiting at the water. Jess, Brian, Seth, Alex, Amy, and Sarah. Being a fish, Jess ran straight into the water and then after a second started screaming and laughing on how cold it was. Sarah started laughing at her, before divebombing straight in herself. She shrieked a “It really is cold!”.“It’s the ocean, what did you expect?” Alex asked as he carefully eased himself into the water. Jay climbed himself on Brian’s back when he offered, letting his hands fall down to feel the water as Brian got in. Amy sat down at the bay to let the water come to her, searching for little shells that came up from deep in. She always seemed so estatic to collect any random things with Brian, but he was more excited to swim.Tim watched from afar, all of his friend’s laughing dragging him away from his book. He eventually joined them in the water, he had jumped in which caused the water to splash around him. Jay took this as a offense, and declared war. “You will pay for that!” He laughed, and started splashing at Tim. Water was going everywhere and by the time Jay was tired they were all soaking wet. It really was a great vacation to the beach.
Tim : We need to calculate our timing just right to get the perfect sunrise-
Brian : WOULD YOU JUST KISS ME ALREADY. WE'VE BEEN WAITING HERE AT THIS FUCKING ALTER FOR AROUND AN HOUR NOW
Brian : Did you know that if you curse in pain thar you release Enkephalin and it helps you feel less pain?
Tim : That's why I scream constantly! I'm always in pain!
(Moodyjammh) I feel bad for asking but can I maybe request some good fan fiction of the poly boys? It would make my day tbh
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Brian literally has to pay for everything since he’s the only one with a stable job. Tim just stays at home since he can’t go out without freaking out, and Jay just hasn’t gone to college.
Tim constantly will pick Jay up even through he’s taller than him, just smaller in weight.
Brian enjoys making Jay read to him, and it’s even better since everyone ends up passing out.
Tim loves drawing, and so he likes to draw gifts for Jay and Brian so that he can at least make them happier.
Tim is now switching to a ecig to try and get off of smoking. It's making him a bit more stressed, so Toby has been laying off of messing with him.
Tim usually has to make Toby breakfast so he'll eat. Toby wants to eat, he's just very picky and gets angry when he's not fed.
Tim sometimes just lays in bed and tries not to think of the past.
After seeing Brian's back, he has been trying to soothe the pain by putting non itching cream on and rubbing his shoulders. It's usually silent in the room while they do this, since both of them don't want to remember the past.
Tim : I've got the papers.
Brian : ..Those are our school papers. We're not doing this now.
Preferably masky or hoodie
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Whenever Hoodie is taking control of Brian’s body, Brian’s head hurts really bad. It has gotten to the point that he collapses while tugging at his hair to try and make it stop.
Hoodie is ashamed that he almost got Brian and himself killed. He doesn’t want Brian to die, he just wants more control. He keeps on trying to make the marks on his body fade, especially the ones Brian makes.
Masky is easily angered, and he tackles people constantly. Hoodie actually has marks to prove that Masky is rougher with him than anyone else.
Masky couldn’t care less for Tim. He wants everything. He’ll be reckless with his body, becuase he knows Tim will have to suffer through any broken bones.
Masky doesn’t speak becuase he doesn’t need to see the need to. Nobody needs to know anything else other than grunts that he can’t contol. He’s stubborn.
Hoodie actually doesn’t know how to speak. He spends his time with Masky, so he doesn’t learn how from anywhere.