michiru2042 replied to your post: i really can’t put into words how much ayumi...
I know. She’s clearly been having trouble for a few years, and she keeps trying so hard. She’s so incredible, and so strong.
she really is. and she pours all of that into her music, into her performances, into sharing what she can with us, and it’s devastating to see what happens to her body not because of that, but almost to spite all her best efforts.
then i think, “if this is what she’s capable of being and doing while she’s having trouble, then aren’t we lucky that we’re able to share these experiences with her?” we’re so lucky that she’s giving us what she can while she can, and i’m more than a little horrified to hear how much pain she’s been in while still giving us music to enjoy. even when it comes to her own body, ayumi hamasaki the artist comes first.
and i know she’s never been the type to take it easy or rest up, but i really hope she can find some kind of happy medium for her health’s sake. no one worth her time would think ill of her for doing what she has to.














