#midcontinuunsystems

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Thought I’d share some thing that @cambriancrew comments on their post. -V

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TW: mentions Su*c*de….This needs to be said to people who abuse and harass systems like ours.

If you’re telling Endogenics to kill themselves, Choke, or that you’ll kill them, or that they don’t exist then you're the piece of shit. No one deserves to be told that. No one. I don’t care much you disagree with someone or how much you don’t like them. If tell endogenics, tuplas, soulbonders, plural, mixed, multiple, quiogenics, medians, Midcontinuums to kill themselves or stop existing then you’re the fucking problem, not them. Seriously reevaluate yourself and stay away from it If you’re going to get that pissed off over the internet. At the end of the day, tumblr isn’t important...at all. At the end of the day we all human beings and all deserve human decency. I don’t care if you think they’re faking, I don’t care if you swear up and down that they’re wrong, I. Do. Not. Care. Do not tell people to kill themselves, to choke, or that you’re going to kill them, or that they don't exist. Do not abuse other people for the sake of “making a point”. You are wrong. Stop it. -V

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My host L posted a brilliant idea our system instagram about making awareness days for the different types of systems. I thought I’d share it on here to see what everyone on here thinks. My Host picked some dates and would like to know if there triggering to anyone. -Virgil Sanders.

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Meet the Alters: Garroth.

Edited made by Evan.

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Something horrible happened with a couple we idolized and looked up to has been ripped apart. A system we deeply respected is now worthless in our eyes. Terrible memories are resurfacing again of us all. We’re hurt. Cutting ties with team piñata might be the best choice for DissociaDID (just a few members of our systems opinion). We’re so sorry you’ve all been dragged into this. Our whole system is shocked, sad, and disgusted about what team piñata has done. Using Art to process trauma and exploring your sexuality is okay, but posting and selling art of young characters in sexual situations is NOT okay. Kinks and fetishes are sexual NAN! It feels like a nightmare that you can’t wake up from. The plural community has been turned upside down and no one knows what to do. All of us in this system are hurt, angry, and upset.

Evan, Riven, and Kurt are hurt badly by this. Imagine being factice of an alter in system your host admired, looked up to, and felt such a connection to that when a new alter split off, cause the mind thought that to survive it need that person or a member of that system, is later found to have created and posted child p*rn! You’d feel like shit! L, Wally, and everyone has told them it’s not their fault this happened and that it's not something they’ve (our headmates) done, and that it’s out of their control; plus that they’re (our headmates) are good and amazing people. ‪This is a vent/rant post and this the last thing we will posted on this topic, hopefully.‬

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PSA!: This whole system has forms of trauma around the ✝️ rel*g*on. I’d know cause I hold all of it. So let’s not talk about God in the comments, or you’ll deal with me. You ain’t gonna like it if have to deal with me. -Alex

TRIGGER WARNING

THIS IS A RANT

THERE’S SWEARING,

MENTIONS OF D*YING,

R*APE, MU*DER,

AND REL*G*ON

My mom was talking about how my cousin Kayla’s new job at a Sally’s beauty shop. She was saying that I should think about getting a job there in the summer. I don’t think she realises that I don’t want a job in summer! She told me there was no rush until I grew up. I thought I had until I left for college.

Now I have no choice! My Mom has told me “In the summer you're getting your driver's license and a job”. I want more time to be a kid. I wish I could tell her that I’ve only existed for seven years and barely remember any of it! It isn’t fair! I want my childhood that never got!! So sometimes I really hate my mom.

She can’t seem to understand that it’s possible that my brain created my system to help “me” or this body live life. I wanted to just scream at her, “That is not who you think I am, I’m L! Not Lilly or Lillian!! Lillian is gone and she’s been gone for seven..SEVEN YEARS MOTHER!!” I want her to understand that I’m not her.

I tried of pretending that I’m a straight cis girl, cause I’m not! I’m non-birany and bi!! It hards hearing her telling me that being gay is fucking sin and that she doesn’t like the “lifestyle” but she likes gay people! FUCK YOU!!! Being gay isn’t choice!! And just because she like people doesn’t make what you fucking say okay!!!

I tried of you saying I need FUCKING God in life, and that I NEED to give him chance!!! I’m NOT sorry that I refused to follow or believe in god that punishes people for loving another human being! A god who sends people to hell of that!!! I’m sorry that you believe that that’s a loving God who cares for everyone!!!!

The Fucking ✝️ God is worsed fucking god, he’s fucking coward!!!! An example of loving and caring god is gods like Anubis or Apollo, etc. but not him..not that FUCKING expamle of god!! In my eyes there no one worse then him, the Fucking ✝️ god is worse then Set and Zues!!!

I mean What LOVING GOD ALLOWS THEY FOLLOWS TO MURDER INNOCENT CHILDREN, HATING PEOPLE FOR BEING DIFFERENT, MURDERING INNOCENTS BECAUSE HE WANTED THEIR LAND, RAPING AND MURDERING BABIES AND WIVIS, ENDORSING RAPE TAKING CREADIT WHEN IT OCCURS, WISHING INNOCENT INFANTS MURDERED VIOLENTLY BECAUSE A WOMAN REFEUSES TO BOW TO HIM! I’M NOT SORRY THAT I DON’T WANT TO BELIEVE IN A GOD LIKE THAT!!!!

I am so hurt and done with my “family”. The only family member whose family is my younger cousin Sienna. Sorry I just need to get this weight off my shoulders.

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Evan’s gone.....

A mixed of things cause Evan (integrated alter) to spilt apart....

Into Dark and another Alter who’s either named E or they name starts with an E.

The stress about what’s happening in the world and heartbreak about the team piñata cause Evan to be unable to cope. Dark’s told me the split is like Natsu dividing himself into two parts and give one to him(Dark) and other to Old Evan. Dark’s expressed that he feels terrible for how he treated the whole system, and is going to try to protector the right way. Wally’s heartbroken, the whole system heartbroken. The last person we all expect to spilt apart was him. I know me and some of the others are numb and can’t feel anything about Evan spilting apart. Dark’s also expressed that he’s angry at team piñata and that he’s heartbroken that Evan split....he told me “Evan was very think I wanted to be, Kind, Happy, and most importantly Helpful.” And few other things that are personal. I know this all over the place but I need to say it. -L