#midnight depression

[th4tweirdr0mantic]

Wow i almost hit an all time low and watched the wishbone trilogy at night…. Caught myself before it got too bad tho lmao

[im-confused-and-very-queer]

You ever have a moment where you wish your dreams were still obtainable. Less realistic views and more childlike wonder. But you feel it’s still to late and that your already perusing other goals just to distract from those dreams. Yeah having that moment right now. I want to make music but my dreams of doing something in music died a long time ago when nobody encouraged me and people close to me put me down. Now I’m pursuing a career in something I know I enjoy but not as much as I would enjoy music. Idk just venting. Advice would be great but I just wanted to put this out somewhere. I still do music as a hobby but not much more than just singing. Don’t really have the time for more

[finned-fish]

Tonight, the midnight depression decided to be sad that I'm not Entrapta???

I wanna be Entrapta 😭

[turtlesbreaththroughtheirbutts]

12:50 a.m.

There's never anyone online At 12:50 in the morning When you need someone And everyone you know It's asleep Not caring what happens to you Not thinking about you And everything is quiet Even in a house full of people You can feel so alone When it's 12:50 in the morning And you really need someone To talk you down From the ledge in your mind

[milo-the-alien]

I just want to see my uncle again

[butcherb1rd]

Brain: Remember, you need to get up at 7:30AM tomorrow so get in bed as soon as possible Me, at 12:55 midnight: *chugging a half empty bottle of Coke* wait what

[alexandermcbootysnatch]

I am suffering...

[midnight-pursona]

Today as been... a day.

I’ve spent most of today sleeping because I’ve felt like... not living. Now I don’t mean I’m going to off myself, though in the past I’ve had issues with thoughts... I’ve just felt really... lifeless. I hate everything about myself today, I just wish I could change who I am. I know, I know... I could loose weight... I could eat better (which I’m trying to do) and all that... but... I don’t know...

I wanna be an inspiring cosplayer... but lately I’ve just felt weak and disgusting... every cosplay I wear I feel gross in... not to mention I hate standing beside anyone because I feel like I bring the picture down. Jessica Rabbit was a bit of a boost... but I just feel disgusted by myself.

I just wanna be someone else today. Someone pretty and not lonely...