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Midnight melancholy

Filled with tortured thoughts

Calling on me to hide away

Protecting others from my implosion

Yet here I stay

Writing out the emotions

Much like a butcher carves a cow

Slicing through the meat

Trying to preserve what others might devour

All while knowing much of the carcass will go to waste

#poem #creative writing #poetry #spilled ink #personal #my poem #midnight melancholy #spilled thoughts

If you can help, I desperately need it!

To make a long story short, I am not in a good place in general. I had to stay with family during covid, and its not an emotionally healthy place at all. I'm constantly judged and watched wherever I go, what I eat, how much i eat, how much I'm working/helping out. And jts always never enough

My mental health has nosedived to rock bottom. I haven't drawn or written in I don't even know long, and I don't wanna get out of bed to face the scrutiny anymore

I have been threatened with homelessness constantly for the past month and a half, but now it's finally happening. I have been given to the end of August to move

I have a job and I'm trying to save, but there's nobway I'm going to have enough in time to move

So please. I need your help.

This is the link to my gofundme:

I'm Aria. A 22 year old nonbinary who desperately needs help! I'm currently living a… Aria Daize needs your support for Emergency moving f

If you can give anything at all. Please do. Even if it's just a dollar

If you can't, please reblog this post, or share the link

Boost this as much as you csn!

I have a tiktok as well:

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTdGApMw3/?k=1

If you can like and share to help spread it around, you'll be helping me so so much

I feel bad about asking in general, but I wouldn't be asking if the wasn't an extreme emergency

#midnight melancholy #pls help #emergency #financial support #go fund me #toxic parents

I’m trying to tell you something that doesn’t exist in words.

I’m trying to show you the fragments of me that glint and click around like broken glass on the ground.

I’m trying, but I can’t explain and I know you can’t understand.

I love too much, too hard; you said this, you did. You said it frightened you, that love, for me, was an all consuming fire, one you couldn’t understand.

But you don’t love me in a way I can understand either.

We say love but mean different things: you say love and mean fondness, I say love and mean absolution.

#writers #spilled words #spilled ink #midnight melancholy #midnight musings #emi writes #on love

everyone, it’s 2021... do you remember Till The End?

#lmao #I just had #to #worst thing I ever saw ??#also the concert was almost a year ago???????#Midnight melancholy

Midnight Melancholy

Viktor can't sleep.

He rolls over in the large bed to face the window, a sliver of moonlight reaching through a gap in the curtains. He can just about make out the black shape of the bag Otabek brought back for him.

The room is not his own, nor the bed. It's empty, cold, one side woefully neglected. Viktor's not physically uncomfortable - Yakov's place is very nice, and normally he'd be happy to stay here - but his heart aches like it's never ached before.

This is not where he belongs. He belongs at home, in his bed with Yuuri, with the photos of the two of them and Yurio on the bedside table. With their medals and their skating boots side by side, their gym bags and Makkachin and the walk-in wardrobe that Yuuri is still fascinated by.

The tears slip out of Viktor's eyes before he can stop them. They roll down his face, over his nose, soak into the pillow.

Who can he turn to now?

He doesn't want to wake Yakov, he's already done enough. Otabek too. Viktor reaches over to pick up his phone, unplugging it and squinting at the brightness.

The time reads 00:47.

Viktor presses the button leading to his contacts, and dials the number of the only person he has left to lean on.

Christophe Giacometti.

@chris-g-kreme

#chris-g-kreme #midnight melancholy

I want

I want to hold your hand

I want to gaze up at the night stars with you

I want to learn with you

I want to relax with you

I want to be be best friends with you

I want to say "I love you" and not be scared