#mileyinthemirror

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

I'm gonna add since people misread.

No the point is not empathy in this post.

There is nothing wrong with different types of empathy levels, all are valid 🩷

What is the point tho, is that people decide what autism is, that we are all the same, what empathy is and automatically assume we either don't have it or must be a bad person if our empathy level is not the same or what they think it should be.

So please, don't speak badly of people with low empathy or whatever level. Cause I say it again.

I don't allow it, I don't condone it, and you are just as valid 🖤

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

This is my cat taking care of my nerve damaged feet whenever my gf has to work nights.

He normally isn't the cuddliest cat, but ever since I got this extreme nerve pain in my feet and legs that basically keeps me up at night because the pain is too intense for any form of pain killing, he seems to feel like he has to guard me. And as you see, he takes it very seriously!

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

A health update for you guys,

I have been diagnosed with Small fiber neuropathy, which I probably had for years but only now fully broke through.

Because of it, I can't walk anymore atm. Sometimes I do go around a bit in the apartment but I always have to pay for it. I mainly have to stay in bed.

If I walk it feels like I walk on my bones, sometimes my feet feel on fire, my legs are painfully numb.

The pain is excruciating and I never been through anything like this.

I am on morphine all the time and it's not enough because in the end it's not made for nerve pain. Nothing is in an acute pain medication way. Only meds that take time to work.

I hate this and I want it under control..

If anyone has questions, you're free to send an ask 💜

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

LOOK AT MY CATS. LOOK. AT. THEM.

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

Since I'm mainly stuck in my bedroom

I am creating it into a lovely little world.

By day it's supposed to look like a fairy forest (if you know the amusement park the Efteling, there's an attraction called the droomvlucht/dream flight, it's with fairies etc)

By night, it's supposed to become like the Pandora world by night ✨

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

Just wanted to say it feels really nice whenever I do a health update. And y'all leave something as simple as a like.. And oh wow a comment even! And wooow even an ask message that I could share. (I'm being serieus non of my sounds 0are sarcastic haha)

It just.. Makes me feel seen here in my favorite community, it's hard now to do what I was doing here before so I share other kinds of stuff, mainly.. How this shitty body doesn't like to work correctly haha.

And still there's so many of you here that I always liked, liked their blogs, their texts, photo's, the person they are. The contact I had with some.

And to see.. That many of you will still Show in a simple way '' we see you, we care. "

And most of all show "I still like you" and it's okay you can't post what it used to be, we're staying.

And people I genuinely like asks that I can think about and answer! Wabn know about my health? Shoot!

About... Just me

Shoot..

Just something random and funny.. Shoot

I'm home 24/7 on bedrest so feeling less alone is always fun, and just by what you all do it help💜

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

'' but the sleepovers were fun''

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

The two wolves inside me.