Love Triangle Concept: Double Trouble
You and Steve have this complicated relationship. The distance you two have is loud, yet somehow when your in close proximity between each other, its never been more silent. Trying so hard to keep your cool and him trying to stay in control. The ligering gazes, the your breath goes still, constantly trying to convince yourselves you don't have these feeling for each other, because if you did that would be wrong.
Well, why is it so wrong you may ask, i'll tell you why. The only obstacle in the way of a burning complicated mess you two call romance is the one and only Sharon Carter, his girlfriend. Oh Sharon, poor poor Sharon, I honestly doubt that woman would have even a clue what really going on between you two. I mean its not like Steve ever talks about you, he can't he feels to guilty to talk about you in her presence, let alone with anyone else.
All anyone knows is that you two aren't close, and I mean they are kind of right. Ever since coming to work with the avengers, you two have had an instant attraction that neither of you can really explain. Despite forcing yourselves to avoid each other as much as possible, there is this feeling of equalibrium invading the constant chaos of your lives. When you do interact, its so soft quiet. It feels like when the sun comes after the rain, the only thing illuminating is the light you two share.
But that's the thing, your light doesn't exist, it never got the chance to form, you two aren't together. He's happy with someone else, I mean if he wanted you, he would have broke up with her, and came to you, right? I mean you two getting to get her would be so messy, he's technically you superior, and your coworkers, plus he has a girlfriend who they all have known longer than you. Maybe you two no being together is for the best, right?
So you decide to move on, the best you can at least. You try to date, really you do, trying to be so invested in someone else while there is this remnance of someone else's blinding light in your heart. Their all just so bland, to arrogant, to tasteless, sloppy, lazy, so not right, anything and everything you can think of that comes to mind as to why you won't go on a second date with these poor souls. It's just that there so, so not.... you don't want to say it, think it, to even feel why you don't want to be with them, their just..... so not Steve.
But maybe, yes maybe not all hope is lost for your poor blinded heart. Tony Stark, genius, billionare, philantropist. This wickedly handsome bastard just might be able to engineer something for you to get you out of your sorrows. I mean who else do you go to when you when you need some thing fixed. Luckily for you, or unluckily for him, he just so happens to be on the market. When Pepper Potts left him he was heart broken, even months later he is still picking up the pieces of his shattered heart.
You and Tony are actually pretty close, or more so neutral if that's what you can consider close. You approach him gently one night, bringing aids of wine and bourbon. You both practically vomit your feelings of pain and heartbreak in your drunken state. Honestly, bringing the alcohol probably want the best option. Nearly a hour and a half, and two bottles of wine later, your sluring propostions of a distraction to ease the bruise's your broken hearts. And the only witness to such debauchery that you two concocted in that room is poor Friday.
It's decide that what you two have should be kept secret, to at least try to be as inconspicuous as possible. Between your professional and personal relationships with the team, you don't really want to start anything. Not all talk is good talk, you never know what consequences that might attract, what jealousy might brew. But if we're being completly honest with our selves, the ideals of secrecy are pretty hot.
Dare I say the arrangement with you two works, but when you live assassin's and goverment agents who job it has been to figure out things/ being the hyper observant bastards that they are, finding the time to shack up can be difficult. But do trust that it works, finding the most random places for Tony to fuck your brains out isn't really a problem, this man has done it all. You can't say you aren't satisfied with what he is bringing to the table.
Pasion is one hell of a thing, there was never really akwardness, or dout that what you two were doing was wrong, especially when Tony was for sure Pepper was definitely not coming back to him. The once "just hookups" turn into more than that, to equate for the newly blossoming sexual tension, you actually start trying to bond, you know, just to throw the team off the game a bit. You both mesh well together, and the so called "relationship" that is perceived by the team is merely nothing more than a newly growing friendship.
But with most things sexual and passionate, the brewing storm that is love just has a way of just sneaking up on you. This is a he fell first you fell harder situation you have found yourself tied up in. After months and months of the sex, sleeping in each others arms, secret sneek outs to your spots to decompress, and just the little things to take care of each other during these trying times, a love is forged from the fires of the broken peices of each others bleeding hearts.
Its chaotic and unpredictable, its like the rain that comes when the storm hits, never knowing when it will end. Sometimes its thunderous and loud shaking you to your core. The rain is good it brings you the things you need when your in your drought, flooding every being of your body to replenish what you thought you had lost in your being. Tony is the only person you can feel in your darkness. A kind of darkness that is unrelenting to who gets caught in its never ending storm.
Steve is your sun, and Tony is your rain.
But sometimes the rain in not always good, I mean it is a storm after all. The storm is always unpredictable, never knowing if it will get better or worse, and for you and Tony it got a whole hell of a lot more complicated. Even preparing for everykind of obstical one may face challenging the storm accidents still happen. And that accident, came in the form of a baby. You two were being so carefull, neither of you knows how it happend, it just snuck up on you one day.
A missed period and some Sheild Lab results later confirmed, that you were most certainly pregnant. After some talk, you decide you both wanted to keep it, but there was only one problem. What where you going to tell the team? Everyone, or we assume everyone, has no idea that you are dating. This has now gone too far, the fear of not wanting to face your feeling even now as you date Tony has put a road block in you path.
It's not like you can just tell people "hey we have most certianly been hooking up/dating for months, and we got a kid on the way". Their going to have questions, the interigation side will jump out of them. You certainly can tell them why you started hooking up. Oh yeah we definitely weren't using each other as rebound to escape the void of loneliness and heartbreak. Because that's exactly what happened, now the lies and secrets have piled up and have no where to run and you are forced to deal with them.
You better prepare for the storm, because baby you got double the trouble coming your way!!!!
