#mind demons

[missjackrabbit]

I am unhappy with my body and I especially hate my face.  I know how to fix my body. Not sure how to fix my face. 

[rawrpounce]

Regrets

I used to pride myself on not having regrets. That I'd be a different person if I'd chosen differently, and that I'm okay with who I am now. And while that's true, I'm okay with who I am and understand that there are things I wouldn't change - I also feel I have some regrets. Or maybe it's just that my brain wants to play the what if game today. I regret that I didn't run farther away from my demons, I regret that there have been times that I've given into the mind demon who wants to set my life on fire and watch it burn. But mostly, I regret giving into the mind demon whose mantra is "not good enough" because it steals my joy and feeds my apathy. 

[littleadventureroflife]

Why does your own mind turn against you.. I don't get it. I thought you would be on my side.. Not theirs.

[minervas-buddy-lapras]

I'm having battles with my head right now, trying to keep people okay and upright, I have so many friends that confide in me and I worry about them all :/ I'm becoming everything I aspired to be as a kid but I'm at the same time I'm becoming everything I hated and said I'd never be but I can't have one without the other :(