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✦ magical thinking paranoid ✧ ✦ mind fog
This AWS outage has me stuck in my tracks. All the software, web applications, and websites I use are currently not working properly or completely offline due to the outage.
I, for one, am not complaining. My mind is elsewhere today. Not sure where, just elsewhere.
It really bugs me that media has told us a migraine is 'just a headache'. I've just had a multiple-day migraine and my boss and colleagues are super nice in checking in, but they're all asking whether 'my headache is better yet'. (And it is, I'm just riding the hangover)
I don't have a headache, I have an everythingache. I'm not light-sensitive because there is no darkness dark enough to not hurt like a drill into my face. I'm not wearing socks because the skin on my ankles hurts when it's touched. I can't walk straight, but never mind since I'm curled over the toilet anyway. I'm so bored, but thinking makes me sick again.
Are there worse things to experience? Hell yeah! But please don't think that the media conflation of migraine and headache is- oh, and there's the mind fog, too. I know big words, but can't grammar or finish sentences and also,
Ugh, I have succumbed to the practices of the weak minded...
I cannot recall the last I slept for such an extended period of time.
Hello! Really random question but do you ever get that thing where your brain just blanks in the middle of doing something? For example, I could be in the middle of a convosation and just forget what we're talking about halfway through and then have to ask 'sorry, what we're we talking about?' And then my friends think I was being rude and only half listening!
It's so annoying! I was at work the other day and I was counting cash for a customer to pay for a drink and I just forgot how to count halfway though 😂 I don't know whether to laugh or cry but I got really embaressed.
Sorry to rant at you I just have no one to talk to <3
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Hey sweetness!! I have no issue with no random questions 🥰 I am just happy to hear from you! I hope you’re doing well.
Struggling to write the story at the moment, so it might be posted later today, if not delayed to tomorrow entirely. Apologies!
She lingers and stumbles,
her hands just out of reach,
spindling webs of fog in my mind,
a haze that never leaves,
but she always does.