#mind opened

[storytimebycassandra]

Losing your mind

Losing your mind is usually as easy and casual as taking a trip to the fridge. You don't notice right away, but you come back from it a changed person, and only later do you notice you lost your mind. And you can never be certain you regained it fully, or whether it will happen again.

However, losing your mind may also prove as a perfect way to find yourself. And that is the most scary and rewarding possibility. Finally, having lost your mind, you discover the possibilities that have been hidden before, but also how little it all means, compared to living in the moment.

Losing your mind can happen over time... or it happens in one swift moment, when all your guards are down, and you are unsuspecting. It can be a smile, a look in someone's eyes, a shot of sweet liquor too many, or a sudden kiss.

And then madness takes over, and it is as if you are a different you... or as if the real you has been uncovered suddenly. As if the masks have been stripped, and all that is left is madness... or the truth.

You find it hard to look in the mirror, because there is a stranger there, wearing your face... or maybe it is you, the you that you've been denying this whole time. A hidden you is there, staring back at you, and you are not sure whether it is happiness or sadness you feel; or maybe it is both. A revolutionary thing is happening, all because you lost your mind... or found yourself. And it is wonderful and terrifying in all its glory.

[authenticswell]

I just do my research, knowledge that is all readily available to us but few actually go out and look for it. I'm just doing my best and everything in my power to be at 100% Mentally, Physically, Emotionally, and Spiritually. I see through the facades of the societal structures that have conditioned us from the day we've been born and I'm through playing by their game, through using and abusing my spirit through temporary bondages of thousands of dollars of wasted money for a quick fix, chasing highs that never last and shackles that are only weighing me down in this lifetime. I'm through with following the crowd into oblivion like everyone else is doing, watching how everyone else is steadily killing themselves, destoying their souls, staying stuck and sick while only getting worse. I will not let myself be apart of the sheep that blindly follow the herd doing what they're told remaining blind to the fact that we are all coming close to an end of an old age and society in its entirety as we know it is in for a rude awakening and wild ride. I just want to be at my best for when that time comes so I can be able to ride the waves of chaotic change while most of everyone else gets swallowed up by the undertow of the new world order. The time is now, no more time for petty games; either get busy living or get busy dying.

[asdfm12d04]

[thebiz214-blog-blog]

I have never finished and listened to an entire album, but today, kid cudi changed that.

Man on the moon opened my eyes. And I enjoyed it. Best Cd made. I'm late, but yeah, or all falls together.