#mind rant

[endof-an-era]

"My Lord, this fucking sucks!" I say as I finish another set of lateral dumbbell raises

"But imagine swinging a big heavy sword or halberd and you can't because you're weak!" Lord Ares retorts, being the all-mighty powerful God with innate strength that He is

[theroundbartable]

Petition that we just call everything we do merthur related: Poetry.

If anyone asks what you're doing: poetry

If anyone asks what you're looking at:, poetry

if anyone asks what you're working on: poetry

whatcha readin?: poetry

i can't believe we're not doing this yet

[endof-an-era]

Everything beautiful is not ruined

You are here, after all

[endof-an-era]

I'm not going to ask you for anything

Not even your hand or voice or touch

Nothing at all

But because I loved you

And because I love you

I will give you something you love

And not look for something else

- Of all the things I stopped myself from telling you, Love was not one I would refrain from offering

[endof-an-era]

Now the barrier between

This

And

Dying

Is love

Your love

- The edge is a little closer today but so are you so I'm sure I'm safe

[endof-an-era]

I want him so damn bad, wanna tell him how stupidly fucking pretty he is and I've never been so flustered over the sheer divinity of someone before that I've yearned to make art so soon or have whipped this godforsaken app out like a loaded gun, and the poetry is the bullet, my nail in the coffin and there might be someone else out there who'll make me feel this way again but I haven't found them yet, all I have is you and all I want is you

[endof-an-era]

It was quite the journey

To fall asleep in denim jeans

- You asshole, no outside clothes in the bedspreads, dammit