Lillian Joyce Spencer - Run the Gauntlet: Tea Leaf Communication - L.J. Spencer - 1983
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Lillian Joyce Spencer - Run the Gauntlet: Tea Leaf Communication - L.J. Spencer - 1983
I finally beat Cyberpunk 2077 last night and I have an immense craving for more dystopian synthwave in my life.
It took me a while to beat because I had to take a break with how much I lost myself to immersion. I love the first person storytelling aspect, little to no cinematic cutscenes, you're always right there, as V, making your legend known in Night City, not just watching. Definitely gonna have to replay at some point. Shit just resonates just right with me. My cravings for bittersweet storytelling need more.
I can't quite put my thoughts into words, but Cyberpunk 2077 has to be one of my top favorites now.
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So it's been forever since I've had a night like tonight when so many things hit me once and I get suffocated with stress anxiety and my stupid thoughts like when you have a voice saying she don't want you why even try your not good enough just stop and give up. And that other voice that tells you not one cares man no one texts you always are getting cut off when you talk no one cares about you. And that tiny voice that you really cant hear saying all the positive things because its being cover with the negative.
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Climb a mountain: You do not have to get a lot of money or knowledge or climb a mountain, cross an ocean, be a hero, win a gold medal, be beautiful or do anything other than live life completely to get to heaven. You do not need anything you do not always have. Anyone can have it all, at any age, at any time.
The mind tells you that you need; the spirit tells you that you have.
The mind tells you that you have to do this or that, be this or that. The truth is, you do not have to do anything or be anything. All you have to do is learn the truth and truly live your life as it is being given to you.
The good life is living true life, and that is the simple and absolute truth.
You just have to be yourself, where you are, with what you have to succeed. It is not hard; it is easy. It is not complicated; it is simple. People have to wake up to the truth, and they will get it all and be saved from the animal realm.
Money is not everything; the truth and life is everything. You choose.
Wherever you look, there is something to see. The Talmud
Divine love = attention + compassion.
Divine awareness, divine love, is mostly just your total attention to life and everything and everyone in it. Total attention will give you everything, which you can then reflect back out to everyone. Carnal love is a passionate, hot form of love and desire. Divine love is a cool, self-contained love without desire.
Love is just knowing the truth, and being in the present. It is that simple.
Mind vs. mind: You need the mind of man to get past the animal mind. That is why we evolved from lower animals to humans. You have to know the intellectual mind truth, the thought or word truth, before you can separate from the mind completely; thus, you have to be where we are now. You have to know you have a mind and its nature. You have to know you are really a spiritual being and the nature of spiritual things. You have to know you are going to die and be reborn.
Since animals other than man cannot know it, they have no chance to get free from the mind and get to heaven. They have to evolve biologically into a human before they get the opportunity we have. On the other hand, mankind can evolve without changing bodies.
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