lying facedown in bed at 5pm (head hurting) asking myself where i went so wroooong

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lying facedown in bed at 5pm (head hurting) asking myself where i went so wroooong
I'm fucking trying, okay?
I am in. So much pain What The FUCK
Also experiencing more identity issues rn so. Poll might go up when im feeling better-
*screams into pillow*
Bro, the temptation to start reblogging vent posts right after posting my first art in months goes crazy-
Idk why I feel so anxious to watch that last episode of TADC like
I'm already seeing some concerning takes and im worried I'll be in for either disappointment, guilt, or just general despair
I guess it just came out on YouTube so the response just got a whole lot more... varied
Uuugh I hate my brain
And idk if that means I hate myself or I love myself enough to hate being accursed with this bs
I feel the need to provide status update but I appear to be too tired to write more than a sentence of anythinh
Uhh
Im off my meds for a day because I forgot to pick em up, now I remember how dysphoria got hands