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A King to a God: Chapter 1. Change in the Wind (Preview for Ganzine)
Preview and first chapter for my full entry for the @ganzine2020. What would happen to Ganondorf if he had won outright against Zelda and Link at the end of Ocarina of Time? How would the events and antagonist of Majora’s Mask effect him? Find out in “A King to a God”. I hope that you enjoy this first chapter and consider contributing towards the Zine and its charity to have early access to the full story. My favourite and best work yet I feel.
So finally I did it !! I just wanted to draw the Yuuri remembering Wolf and looking out of Window part. But, then I added the extra part of Mini Novel Cross heart (pls don’t mind the paper fold in Wolfie’s image, I didn’t wanted to crop it ). I hope the texts are readable XD !! @marumafan this is what I wanted to draw. I have tagged the image for Ma event but I am not sure it should be for Wolfie’s month because Yuuri is remembering. Oh well : P. The transition to “I won’t cry” is sudden but I couldn’t do anything other than adding effects : (.
Thank you so much. So to start, I'm a Capricorn female and I think my problem is what someone could rather call Highschool drama, but in all honesty it's so much more difficult, painful and complex than that, and being a immensely emotional and intense person doesn't help either. There are two boys (or men whatever you call a 21 and a 23 years old) who somehow managed to fuck me up mentally and emotionally. Both of them are Virgos, and both of them equally stubborn and persistent. (1)
(cont. “(2) It all had started like, what? 3, 4 years ago? When I met Virgo number one (A). I fell so deeply and almost instantly in love with him. We had known each other 2 years prior my crush (and crash). I think it was because I found many similarities, and seeing that I’m not the easiest person to understand, it was so refreshing and pure and just…fascinating to have someone with as much equality and sameness as yourself. He never knew about my feelings. I never told, nor, showed him.(3) Anyways, years went by, and I started to accept the fact that I was just to scared (downright frightened) to lose the strong bond and friendship we managed to build up over the time. It would be a lie to say that there wasn’t a…equal attraction between us? Whether physically or platonically or romantically. There was something, but I could never get a grip or hold of ‘what’ it was. It hurt and crashed to see him with girls (though they came and went like seasons) with time and I just…(5 I’m so sorry for the drama) That was almost 9 months ago, and in that short amount of time we two grew unbelievably close together and as shamed as I am, I distanced myself further and furher away from A., simply because B. helped me to get over the childish heartache, and seeing A., just drowned me. A. noticed, of course, and he didn’t understand why or what I was doing. He had a girlfriend at that time, and he seemed really happy with her and as his best friend I just couldn’t (….)(8) We had sex, and it was beautiful, and I felt like just for a moment my worries were nothing, y'know? But after it happened, I don’t know whether I regret it or not, he told me he loved me. He said he was sorry for actually using me and for doing this to me in ‘such a way’ when I was not myself and drunk on top of it all. We just sat there and hushed for God knows how long. He felt so guilty but he kept repeating he “didn’t regret it, especially not confessing”.(10) A. literally ignored me since. I tried calling him but he’s never picking up? Nor is he at home and I’m so confused and exhausted. Y'know, A.’ action literally said everything that night. If at all, and B. literally apologizes again and again, whether via text or call. I don’t even know what I feel anymore. Who I’m feelin what for. What to do, what to say? This shit’s literally so greesy and dramatic it deerves an Oscar lmao. I’m done. I just can’t lose any of them Anaïs. What would you do?”)
I would’ve told “ Virgo A” how I felt in the first place; then all would be well and good. Even if he didn’t return my feelings/see me in the same way, it’d be less unnecessary bullshit down the road. Playing around and dating casually is one thing, but when you catch feelings, it’s time to either shit or get off the pot.
“There are two boys (or men whatever you call a 21 and a 23 years old) who somehow managed to fuck me up mentally and emotionally.”
No, you’ve fucked yourself up mentally and emotionally because of your pride/shyness/whatever, so as an adult who takes responsibility for themselves, the blame rests totally on your shoulders for this. But at any rate, you’re gonna have to come to terms with the possibility that you’re gonna lose someone, or at the very least, one of your relationships won’t be the same as it was; you can’t have your cake and eat it too (especially not with such a fault-finding, perfectionist sign as Virgo), so what you need to do is think critically about this. Sex notwithstanding, the real question you need to ask yourself is: who makes you feel the most secure in his feelings for you? This is very important for any sign, not least of all an earth sign like yourself. Caps thrive on security, so if one man (either A or B) comes out on top, then there’s your answer. If neither man comes out ahead, then there’s your answer as well. And when you make your choice, don’t bother with a detailed explanation of your every move or thought process, just say to the one you haven’t chosen that you’d really like to remain friends. Then the ball’s in his court. If he agrees to being friends, then it’s all good. If he doesn’t wanna be friends with you, then it’s still all good, just live and learn and move on. And don’t make the same mistake twice.
Thoughts on Dual at MA Noon
Recently I was going through random old posts and that post made me realize the purpose of Dual at Ma Noon. I think the engagement started as a comic stuff, a relationship with a title but no actual depth but this story gives it more meaning. In my understanding the purpose of the story was to point out regardless of the title “the engagement” the special bond that they share is important. The depth of the story can be thought of with the fact that some people say the engagement is forced and hence a forced relationship . Everything gets invalidated by the last few paragraphs:
In tomorrow's newspaper, there might be a big image with the title "The engagement is off" in big letters.
We, who were prepared for it, avoided the topic until the end of the day, and without mentioning the engagement, we had dinner together, and spent the remaining free time until bedtime in a very relaxed way. Actually, it was a very nice night.
When the next day come, our positions might be different but titles don't matter. A title is just a title. At most, it's only a few characters that disappear and it doesn't change the relationship that we had until yesterday.
You can call the relationship whatever you want to but the fact that there is an actual “relationship” doesn’t change. I think the author was trying to pinpoint even if there wasn’t any engagement to begin with still they can(Wolf and Yuu) have something they share. The accidental engagement was just a way for things to begin for them but that’s not something that describes or bonds them but the time they are together is what defines them!(Whatever you call them friends, lover, acquaintance, enemy(?lol)). Ultimately the author would have made up something else if not the engagement cause author does what she wants :).
A Christmas mini Novel Part 1…tbc
A Daisy Bell Christmas
Snow always arrived in Daisy Bell’s world, as if it knew it was welcome. Somewhere above the rooftops, Miss Holly, the snow fairy, leaned back on her crescent moon and scattered quiet magic across the night, turning December into something bright and sparkling
5 Steps to Rule You... The Authoritarian Greeting Card
Not your grandma’s greeting card. 5 Steps to Rule You is part card, part mini-graphic manifesto — exposing the playbook every would-be tyrant follows. Each fold reveals a step in the authoritarian script: scapegoat the vulnerable, rig the system, flood with lies, crush the guardrails, silence the critics. It’s bold. It’s provocative. It’s a pocket-sized wake-up call. Send it, share it, or display…
killers part 1.5: interlude
CONCEPT: My best friends and I are sadistic witches who feed off the energy of death and we murder the people in our lives who have hurt us. Life is simpler like this.
BREAKFAST: THE APARTMENT: THE NEXT MORNING
"Oh," Lara hums softly from the couch, she's in her pajamas still and idly eating a bowl of cereal.
"Hmm?" I prod from the kitchen where I'm making pancakes.
"They've found the body already," she says, putting the bowl down and leaning back against the cushions.
I stop for a moment, "Is it that bad?" I ask, already planning our next move.
She stills, then laughs, "No, no I'm sorry I worried you—I was just surprised by how quickly they found it. His parents aren't supposed to be home for, like, another day or two."
"He's rich," Annika says from the doorway of her bedroom, which I didn't even notice had opened, "they get away with everything."
I snort, "Not this time," I mutter, placing the plate on the counter, "come get breakfast."
She smiles thankfully at me and I place a syrup bottle on the table for her.
"Turn the news up," I say, and then Julienne comes stumbling out of her bedroom, bleary-eyed and sleepy still, "good morning."
"Why are we watching the news?" She asks, nose scrunching up with disdain, "are we that bored today?"
"They found Ortega's body already," Annika says through a mouthful of pancake.
"Does that mean we can't kill again tonight?" Julienne asks, looking annoyed already.
I shrug, "We don't know yet," I say, and then the TV interrupts conversation.
It seems that the suspects are five large men who have organised crime ties.
"Well," I say, in the silence that suddenly engulfed us, "they couldn't be farther from the truth."
"So," Lara chimes in, "Janro?"
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