I- I think I minishifted to a similar reality. I was normally talking with my parents. They told me to do something for my brother and I was like "NO WHY DON'T HE DO IT HE IS THE OLDEST" They were like What are you talking about girl, you're obviously older. (When I think about it now. They didn't say anything just looked at me confused and like I'm too tired for you playing and just didn't say anything. Ig birthyear and siblings order do make a lot of difference) I was confused as hell. And then I stood up went to another room to find the birth certificate (idk what it's called English is not my first language. But the one where it has all family names and birthdays and details etc.) I tried to find mine. I did. My birthday was 31/11/1999. (btw there is no such date as 31/11 it was only there haha) Bro my birthday was completely different. I checked my brother's his came after me. It was I think 2000. I tried to find my sister's and it wasn't after so I checked before and it was 1995 (I only saw birthyear for my siblings). I was surprised and confused. Btw I almost completely forgot about it. I was just thinking I didn't shift and I was like It's okay I will next time and I remembered. There is a thing I'm 100% not sure cause I forgot to do a reality check but I was there for a few minutes. But I don't know when I got back or what happened before I got back. I just woke up while I was dreaming. I hate how my brother is so annoying and controlling sometimes since he is the oldest and how my parents sometimes treat him. Like wtf, I was annoyed as fck when they told me to do something for him. I think it was school-related he was in his last year probably and I just graduated. That was annoying until I found out I was older and that was still annoying. But it was very surprising and strange tho. So here it is what I knew and what I'm used to, the oldest sibling is my brother 1997, after him comes my sister 2001 and here I come 2007. So yeah. I think you get why it was so strange now. Especially the birth year when I was born in 1999. Yesterday I told myself I'm open to minishift after I stopped that cause I wanted to fully shift to my dr, haha. This is funny tho. Why tho didn't I just shift to my dr I was open to a minishift to my dr not a similar cr. It's 11 am. I'm going back to sleep! But even if it was just a dream and (things looked and felt real. That was my reaction. I just don't remember things clearly rn) and to a similar reality at least the subs I tried kinda worked, haha.
Btw I'm a bit private about what I listen to. I may share later but not now.
I'm not so proud cause that was what I was avoiding before especially if it was a dream. I hate hate hate confusing dreams to be shifts. But yeah that's the only thing I got. I'm not demotivated or unhappy but next should definitely be a full shift to my dr.
This is very messy. My apologies. I just woke up and I'm lazy as hell. I'll go back to sleep after that.












