#missing h

[mychampagne-mybubbles]

Louis Tomlinson • Night out with the gang • October 2021

Remember when Louis was missing his man so much that he rescued the t-shirt from his online concert to let us know that they were going strong to feel him closer??

👉🏼Huge H 1.0

[that-beaut1ful-insanity]

I miss my boyfriend immensely. We've both been so busy with work that we haven't hung out in over a week. I know it doesn't seem like that long but it feels like forever. I can't wait til thursdaay

[ofrabbits-blog]

I am missing my angel.

This Tuesday is our four months, but due to recent events, I may not be able to make the trip to see him on this day. 

I feel like shit, complete shit. 

He is the most fantastic person I have ever met; he is talented, brilliant, and kind, so very, very kind. Just the thought of him send my chest into an aching fit. He is beautiful, quite possibly the most beautiful person I have ever met, inside and out. 

He deserves everything I can offer him and more. 

I just wish I could give him the world. I want to make trips to see him whenever he calls for me. I want to buy him all the clothes that he wants. I want to surprise him with flowers. I want to treat him to dinner and icecream. I want to be right there beside him, with him curled up next to me, warm and safe. 

I miss dorm life. When we lived on campus, we had the absolute luxury of falling into blissful sleep every single night together, and we made good use of that. Every night. Crammed ourselves into a twin bed, buried ourselves under the blankets, and fell into the most rested sleep I have ever known.

It hurts, being deprived of even that, much less his stunning waking presence.

It sucks, talking through faceless phones, through stuttering Skype. It hurts every time I must hang up. It reminds us constantly, every time my internet connection falters. 

I miss him more than anything. I want to give him my all.

My god, I just want to be there.

I don't want to worry about the future. I don't want to think about my job, my family, my school, where I will live, what I will eat, how I will get by. I just want to be there. 

Because, for some reason, when I am around this incredible being, those things don't matter. Not money, not time, not regret. 

My god, I want to see him soon. 

- J.