I keep thinking of Gideon not even being able to conceive the possibility that Harrow could love her. not just harrow, but anyone really. the closest she had to love was aiglamene on the ninth. she's been deprived of love and comfort her whole entire life, so she's sooo in denial about harrow feeling any grief or pain for her that she deflects it like "yeah she's in love with the dead girl in the tomb 🙄"










