@Regranned from @dreamsmikeshinoda - It was complete silence that settled in my house, I heard the song one last time, and that melody went up to the 2nd floor of the house and only the melody could be heard flying over the house. I closed my eyes and that day returned in my thoughts, I felt fear, pain, frustration. I had all the bad feelings inside of me. I thought one last time "Should I do it?" and once again, the only thing I heard inside the house was the music. The only thing I wanted was not to cause suffering to anyone else. They were all hurt enough already. I could feel the tears streaming down my face. That day. That damn day. Everything has become so dark ever since. Now there's an emptiness tonight. That song was still playing. And I continued to feel Fear, Pain, frustration. The demons filled my head with bad things. And only I could save myself at that moment.I finally acted, and after doing so, I found the "paradise" that everyone was talking about. After all, paradise is not so beautiful. It's just shadows tormenting you and saying bad things about you. You don't deserve it. You're better than them, you are and always will be better than them. • @m_shinoda #MikeShinoda #SpikeMinoda #MShinoda #ChesterBennington #ChazyChaz #Bennoda #BradDelson #PhoenixLp #Joehahn #RobBourdon #makechesterproud #fuckdepression #wearetogether #wemissyouchester #linkinpark #FortMinor #linkinparkportugal #lp #lpsoldier #lpfamily #soldier - #regrann @chesterbe #chesterbe #TheresAnEmptinessTonight #OneMoreLight #HybridTheory #MissingChesterBe @samanthabennington #samanthabennington #dravenbennington #MakeChesterBeProud #KeepingChesterBesSpiritAlive