mission accomplished
today is a weird day its October 29 2019 at 6:32pm … I was just logging on to my facebook when suddenly i read this very inspiring young lad... he had been my chat mate for over a year now ... this lad is not a regular type of guy … this guy is suffering from heavy depression and anxiety ... I had been with him for these past year just to help her cope up with his mental illness...this lad is pitied much because he did not receive any love from his parents eversince he was young he was never showered with love ..he was a hateful person that he had to jump from every relationship looking for that attention... before i met him online I didn't know that he was suffering from depression he seems okay and normal but when his anxiety strikes its worst than ever could imagine .. only a psychologist would be able to understand this lad...I for one was a frustrated Psychologist but i had a year of studying it .. so I had little idea... to cut the story short … this lad is 20 years younger than me .. needing the attention of a mother so.. I decided to be a mother to him... just to show it feels to be loved even if it is just online lol... tbh I never thought that this lad would have a big impact on my life.. knowing that he is online … lmost all of them are prank and fake but this lad was different …. really different .. actually I see myself in him my younger self …how silly right but reality just hits me … hen I earned that he was like me … wanted him to have a better life than mine …wasted my 20 years ... one thing was on my mind I wanted to help this young lad have a different life than mine... I ant to make up for my 20 years thru him.. those things I made from my stubborn stupidity... etc... there was only one thing that was on my mind .. I think God gave him to me as my misiion btw he had suicidal tendencies that's hy even if I et annoyed sometimes I ust cannot avoid him .. I was afraid he would commit suicide and it would be a guilt in my side … I could not bear that because I m not going to be at peace … whats why I decided to stick with him even if sometimes he is pain in my head lol ... I had to have a very long patience and understanding (you can just imagine the burden lol) but what I think that made me happy now... is that he posted in his fb about self care sself awareness... love yourself first finally he got what I as trying to instill on his mind for a year I think so lol...I just wanted to jump for joy tears of happiness are feeling my eyes now … think I lready done my mission in life..who’s next ??
