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The urge to be a farmyard cat, wandering the fields and catching mice from the barn, coming and going as I please and answering only to the need for food and desire for shelter... versus being a dog, loyal and completely devoted, protecting the ones I love wholeheartedly and looking to them first
AROMANTIC APPRECIATION POST!!
Shoutout to aros who are in queer-platonic relationships
Shoutout to aros who want to be in a qpr but are afraid to ask
Shoutout to aros who don't want a qpr
Shoutout to asexual aros
Shoutout to hypersexual aros
Shoutout to aplatonic aros
Shoutout to aros who are in romantic relationships
Shoutout to aros who don't want romantic relationships
Shoutout to aros who are aromantic because of their alterhumanity
Shoutout to aros who are aromantic because of trauma
And shoutout to anyone I missed!! Even if you aren't explicitly mentioned in this post, you're still valid and appreciated <3
(Not as alterhuman focused as the rest of my posts on this blog, but it does involve alterhumanity and I would like to post it here instead of on my main!!)
Sometimes, I love being a Watcher. I know that I'm not mortal, not human, something far beyond that. I have power they don't. I'm inherently more, and it feels good.
And sometimes, I hate it.
I instigate. I push buttons. I clash with my sibling, and I refuse to back down. Why should I? She's hardly more than a fledgeling. Emotions fuel me, and she feels so many of them so strongly. I always feel bad afterwards, because she's my younger sister and I love her, but it's hard to step away.
I want to cause problems. To make others cautious, wary of their surroundings and of each other. I want them to mistrust everyone and put their faith in me. I want chaos, I want anger and fear and substance.
And I feel bad, because they're my friends and I care so, so deeply for them.
And yet, it's not always a bad thing. I push when others are upset because their masks of annoyance and anger don't deter me, I can see the hurt behind it. Them lashing out doesn't hide it. Eventually, it gives. And I can comfort them once it does.
I can take the energy and excitement of a group and direct it. I run games, and manage them easily because I live for it.
I am a Watcher, I feed off emotions, and it isn't always bad. I can channel that urge for kindness.
Sometimes.
My idiot wolf self, deciding that howling loudly despite actively having the flu was a good idea, regretting it twenty seconds later:
Listening to Rabbitology and feeling very mer-shifty rn :3 anybody wanna go swim in the river? Nothing bad will happen, promise :3
I really want to make more masks, but I don't have any bases or felt. I'd like to get better at them, and I genuinely do like them, even if there's a bit of controversy about whether they're "therian gear" (whatever that means, I don't care) or not. I love crafts, and masks give me a little bit of satisfaction in the sense that I can look in the mirror and see something closer to myself. I've looked into cardboard masks, but they don't turn out well lol
Unfortunately, this canine-cat-being is ill :( which, of course, means I might be more active these next few days!!
Small sea serpent moodboard I made for myself!! Actually pretty happy with how it came out, even if it isn't super detailed :3
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