(image ID: an angry teen with a short, black bowl cut and a bandage across the face. a caption reads "needs SO MUCH therapy")
so they didn't start off as a self-insert but they basically are now so whatever
fucked up that they're actually taller than me ???? only by an inch but still
(image ID: a blobby-looking cartoon character with cute round eyes and blush, under whom a caption reads "AW little guy !!!". An arrow points from the little guy to a drawing of the same little guy, only with more spiral-looking eyes and lightning sparks coming from its head, under whom a caption reads, "OH hes a little bit fucked up actually .. ")
beck was cursed by the narrative to have a bowl cut. this is the primary conflict they must work through in the narrative.
their whole thing is they really like being codependent on others but they're also hashtag weird, hashtag a weirdo
they really like pinocchio and they kin the creature from frankenstein
they're cringe-fail and are going through the whole "how am i gonna succeed in this world i've never accomplished anything in my life i'm gonna be a loser and a failure my whole future is fuckeddddd" thing that we go through in high school and college and early twenties etc
idk i like need to shower now so i'll probably edit this post in the future maybe
i like beck they're my fave obv bc they're the main character