#mochi rambles

[prydoniantrash]

hi guys! I'm actually on artfight this year! I've only been at this whole drawing thing for about a year, very veryyyy on and off, but if you want me to hit you up (or if you want to draw my sonboy ever.....) I'm retriarch >:3. give me a follow or leave a comment down here or pm me or something, and I'll go follow you! woah

[mochi-zukivt]

It's kind of hard to convey the brokenness you might feel after growing up in a community where most people implicitly hate your existence if they saw what's in the closet.

And sure, you might have friends and loved ones in spite of hiding that side of you.

But their love is conditional, solely hinging on how they'll react to seeing the real you.

When you hear the things they say because they think you're cis or because you pass, you realize the predatory animal didn't see you as one of its own, it's merely blind and it hasn't caught the scent of who you really are yet.

[mochi-zukivt]

A bi trans girl who's too broken to ever want to be touched or receive physical affection and will absolutely not be vulnerable and prefers to be stoic during sex will either best or worst sex of your life

[mochinomnoms]

okay i cleared my asks except for two requests that I'm gonna write some quick little drabbles for, otherwise asks/request are open babes send what you want and I'll work on them as I work on PTM and requests!

[eldritchmochi]

pride coord, featuring meta's happy capsule, which just arrived in the mail. babygirl has a 100% cotton shell and TWO biggo huge pockets

the weather was very cooperative yesterday for like. hanging outside people watching. unfortunately it was not terribly cooperative for taking photos without being directly in the way of the crowd passing by with the parade. good thing im a serial outfit rewearer

i might fuss with editing some of these photos though, because a couple of them are genuinely very nice portraits, which is something ive lacked, i guess, in my rotation

headdress: MaM

jsk: metamorphose's happy capsule

blouse: nightwhisper

socks: angelic pretty's girly sticker

shoes: very old vans, pay no mind to how grimy they are

wristcuffs are ap as well, the rest of my jewelry is all various handmade things from friends and artists

[mochinomnoms]

just got my brain chemistry fucking altered after watching Obsession and while I was terrified I am now also thinking of the possibilities of writing a horror oneshot based on the premise of it

[mochinomnoms]

Me: "Gosh, I wonder how I end up writing so much in my chapters, one of them was 15k! I need to make sure I don't go overboard and try to keep chapter length's consistent!"

Also me writing next PTM chapter:

[eldritchmochi]

standing in my room after half my work day completely focused on taxes when i also spent the morning whipping thru chores: man i feel great better not over do it or else i will Suffer!

big vibes of