now, you acknowledge that begonia is not an oc, but a name given to fake behavior you imitated to deceive people without their knowledge, right?
To be fair it’s a little bit of both. Goni is a persona. She is independent of me, to an extent. Think of it as an actor playing a character. The actor is not the character, and the character can be separated from the actor and used in other m- okay, I’m bad at explaining things. But she’s a character, and I guess you could call me her “actor”. A lot of my writing hinges on characters kinda… controlling themselves. Begonia is a sweet girl that loves and accepts everyone for who they are and she really does want to help people, though she is misguided. And honestly? I could make Begonia still be a part of this blog on the opposite side if you prefer her over me. Or just both of us simultaneously. Like I said, she’s a character and I’m fine with playing her if that’s what y'all want. She was sort of under my control at one point and then she kinda ran off and did her own thing while I just supervised.Sorry that was really long. But hopefully it made sense. It’s not that I saw this as a game or anything, it’s just that Goni was more fit to interact with the community than I was myself. Hooopefully that makes sense too.
(Dammit, I keep forgetting to sign off. This is Bugloss.)