#monsters garbel

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I’m a

DIVA FOR DIVA!

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The devil wears Prada made me gay

In this essay

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Change your mind (by listening to your heart)

We have been a fan of steven universe for a long time. Not from the start!! I remember the first episode we saw air live was ‘the test’ since then it has held a special place in our hearts

Steven Universe was everything we ever wanted in a show. A male protagonist who was soft but strong and ultimately saw the value of being yourself of lifting one another up whose role models were all women!! (aside from his dad I imagine )

Steven’s story is a lot like ours and a lot like many people’s. The expectations put on us by our ‘loved ones ‘ from society and from the very one that created us

Steven’s connection with his mother isn’t just because of his gem but because of how much they had in common always feeling like they aren’t being who they are supposed to be

Except Pink didn’t have the love and support steven had to help her fight those doubts because of course it was those who were supposed to be giving her the love and support who were hurting her so

Why Rose is so obsessed with being a nurturer why she feels such a fire to fight for individualism. A fight Steven never had to have instead his desire to nurture came from being raised with unconditional love and support from his family (his father and the gems)

Yes steven has doubt s we all do that we re still secretly somehow our parents. But we aren’t we can’t be it’s not possible and that’s ok that’s good that’s how it is!! Yes of course the people who raise us impact us but that can only go so far the rest is the self !!

Steven is Steven. I am me. I always have been and I always will be!

Trust yourself to know you. Trust that if you don’t believe you know yourself now that eventually you will figure it out and you will know it has always been you even when you weren’t sure or couldn’t see you.

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So this is a fucked up thing. We are legit afraid of making close relationships with other poc because it just seems too dangerous. I already feel like such a target I can’t imagine purposefully making that target bigger. Not only for our own life but the life of any poc personally close to us.

Am I the only brown person who feels like this?? It’s just too dangerous to be seen in groups together and we are not physically strong we could not protect someone precious to us ;v;

I just feel like we are missing connecting with ppl irl because of this but we don’t know how to cope with this fear

Tldr: being a visible minority makes us feel like we can’t hang out with other minorities especially other poc

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Steven universe is the best show and I will never shut up about it!!! @ me :)

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Me: want to talk to therapist about rsd

Also me: terrified I won’t be taken seriously and have it be dismissed

Me: :v

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me: puts lotion on my face for once

my face:😩😩😩😭🙌🏾😍

me: do not my friend become adDicTed to moisture

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When the person before you uses the tags you wanted

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