Nov 26, 2017
Day 722 and week 103 11 months post op I know it’s been forever but whatever. No better time to start up again. I just don’t feel like much has changed. Feeling very stagnant and very insecure about my body and comparing my transition and changes and body to other people’s. A lot of shit has hit the fan in my life. I got a job but besides that I feel like I am just getting hit over and over. I have all this debt, I lost maeta, my brother has been struggling, my uncle keeps trying to get in my life, I’ve been losing friends, patricia passed away one year ago, I got in a car accident, I don’t have too many friends, and I’ve been struggling with my own mental health. Just so much. But anyway, I’m 1 year and 11 months on t