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it's been a long time since i sent in smth to this blog, i even dug up one of my many old tags to use. well. it fucking sucks when you kin from a large franchise, possibly one of the best known & the serious fandom is pretty small, & the kin community even smaller. practically nonexistent. everyone knows who i am, yet i have no one to talk with. yay - luigi mario (#moobleeps)

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aaaa trying to sort out my amphibia kin feelings is even harder now that the show's ended, like i know i kin anne and i'm pretty sure i also kin marcy but i've gotten no real concrete memories for either of them other than a few small ones and it just makes me feel real like... idk. insecure about it maybe? anyways i miss sprig. so much (#moobleeps)

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i think clive might be a systemwide kin, but i'm the only one in our system who's really kinned before (the others make jokes, but when you're primarily fictives, it gets fuzzy) so it's like. i don't know, is it just me who kins him?? is it all of us? it's so complicated when our systemhood intertwines with alterhumanity (#moobleeps)

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been having extremely /neg feelings about doomsday recently. currently coping by looping doomsday by derivakat and wallowing a little bit. i miss new l'manburg. -tubbo (#moobleeps)

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i've kinda been on a kick for it lately and i miss when my source's fandom was active (but also i kinda don't). one bad thing about it not being too terribly active anymore though is that afaik there's literally no active kincords anymore, which kinda makes me sad. i miss my friends man !! -varian (#moobleeps)

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so uh.. just realized the date. january 6th and it's... the one year anniversary of doomsday and i'm totally okay totally fine totally not crying over it /s. if anyone else is struggling a bit i offer you a hug if you want it. this fucking sucks . - tubbo (#moobleeps)

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the fact that the dream/techno/philza trio name is doomsday trio constantly makes me uncomfortable like... why does their trio have to be have to be named after an event that was DEEPLY traumatic for... aLOT of us??? like couldn't you have just done, like, destruction trio? demolition trio? literally ANYTHING else. same thing with mine and techno's duo being fireworks duo..., like yea name our duo after that time techno literally shot and killed me with fireworks haha...... that's nice /s

-tubbo (#moobleeps)

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ive had a typewriter for years but ive never done anything with it and i wanna clean it up/get it working properly again so bad........ i think i deserve a little ghost luke indulgence. as a treat <3 (#moobleeps)