#moonandbxck

[moonandbxck]

New Zealand has been incredible amazing! Not only did I get to see one of my favourite artists live in a room with people who share the same love from only metres away, but also spent the rest of the trip with two extraordinary girls with amazing energy, exploring breath taking places and loving every minute of it! I will come back one day to road trip across this little island neighbour as soon as possible!!

[moonandbxck]

*goes to a strawberry field just for the instagram* The strawberries were the best I’ve ever had though 🍓❤️

[absolutelyeveryregret]

I can’t be the only one who felt it

You didn’t need to lean so close to me as the makeshift ping pong ball soared into the cup

As I learn against the wall you were so close

But it was bad timing

All your friends were around and how would we explain it to them

[moonandbxck]

“It been 5 years since I moved from the place a grew up and it only really hit me this year that 5 years is a really long time and I miss seeing my best friends everyday but at the same time I wouldn't change a thing, I think if I hadn't moved my life would be so different, don't get me wrong I would love to still be living where I grew up and I miss everyone terribly but i love my life a wouldn't change anything for the world I've met some amazing people in the past 5 years but yeah”

I’ve had this written in my drafts for 5 years. Now it’s just a little over 10 years. I now KNOW my life would’ve been incredibly different, 10 years is a long time but not that long in the grand scheme of things and 2 1/2 hour long flights are worth it for the ones you love.

I still have days where I wish I could just be back in my home city but I also know how incredibly lucky I am to be where I am!

[moonandbxck]

One of my biggest regrets

Normal people regret something they did.

But that’s the thing, I regret the thing I didn’t do...

If I tried harder or moved my head a little bit closer everything could be different

[moonandbxck]

The plague

I had a dream last night, actually I had several dreams last night but you were in one of them.

We weren’t even together in the dream, you were with your girlfriend. Despite that we got along.

And don’t know if my dream was trying to tell me to contact you, or realise you are simply happy without me.

Regardless, I would appreciate it if you stopped plaguing my mind so I could move on.

[moonandbxck]

I loved him before I knew I didn’t love myself

It crushed me seeing him love someone else but I’m glad because it would’ve been catastrophic if I didn’t love myself first

[moonandbxck]

I would call you at 3am to hear your voice but you probably don’t even have my number