#more guilt

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Adorkable Twilight & Friends – “More Guilt″

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[playstationx2]

Because of your cowardice, my world is darker. Because of your choices, my love and trust for others is tainted.

Your passivity is cruel. Your self-loathing is poison. You romanticize and participate in your own misery and you drag everyone through it.

You wrap yourself in armor of chivalry, gentleness, and guilt, believing it absolves you from what your silence costs others. You believe that if you hate yourself enough, if you play nice enough, if you isolate enough, you can outrun the consequences of your choices, and your lack of them. Maybe you can. For a while.

I see through you.

Like a thief, all you know is how to steal everyone's time because all you know is how to waste your own time.

You lied to me. You lie to others. You are a coward.

I believed in the man you said you wanted to become. I will never make that mistake again.

[abagginses]

ugh just got done with my agenda, had lunch with grandma for two hours and showed her how to use her ipad for the third time ... dad told me to get my alignment checked at Hoover's and like ... it's off, but, they said it'd take a half hour and i'm all dehydrated and hungover and was already waiting for twenty min the dude was not in a hurry to get to it. and i want to be back in duluth! now my dad is mad that i didn't stay, but by the time we talked it was already out and i just wanted to go home //: )):

i probably should have stayed and gotten it fixed but i just wanted ac and a glass of ice water and some hummus. now i'm all upset more than i should b ebc of all the otehr things and hot long car rides and they never ask how i feel about anything :(

[double-wing-transformation]

So my nan turns 80 on Friday..

Apparently there's gonna be a surprise 80th party for her. My mum texted me today to invite me. The thought of not seeing nan breaks my heart but really? I'm supposed to walk into a room of family members who will have either A) been fed the hideous (bullshit) story about what an epic cunt I am.. Or B) won't have been told anything and will then expect me to "act normal".. and then when I don't will be told what an epic cunt I am. Fun times.

[penemryss]

Oh man I did fuck all today work-wise and I really cannot afford to be doing that

[sentientfloatingeyeball]

My personal blog has become my art blog has become my personal blog

Art's coming back like the economy baby just you strap in b/c I'm about to blow your dash into the sketchosphere

Edit: Art had to reschedule I'll get back to you on that

[slythgeek]

I am actually downright miserable today.

Over-sharing involved.

1.) I feel like I really screwed up the Science Center event because TOO many people showed up, and they couldn't get everyone into the theatre and such.

2.) I didn't succeed in getting a life-size TARDIS there.  Or a Dalek.

3.) A costumer I respect criticized my facial expressions for the Doctor (mainly that, because I have such a small mouth, I tend to do open-mouthed expressions).

4.) My period started almost a week early and has some of the most awful cramps I've had in months.

5.) I actually just plain hate myself for every mistake I've ever made, every mistake I've seen someone else make, and every mistake I'm about to make.

[shutttityupupup]

what if it ends up being the doctor's fault that clara's timey-wiminess is all messed up? like, by taking her as his companion he inadvertently ends up trapping her in this crazy mixed up reality?