tonight i was just a girl who grew up alone in her room

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tonight i was just a girl who grew up alone in her room
11.28.24 Annetichrist
You pinned my wings and stole the knife from my grasp
You were a love that spoke violence
and I knew we would never last
Everything I invested was always imploding
You put fear in my heart
And my body started corroding
Such wear on my teenage body
Scars stain me like
Your cuts were a hobby
Drink my time up and
Bleed me dry
Oh, its always the same
Every time
Crack my spine
Still I looked for you for stability
When home is a prison
You look for escapes in anyone
The future was already written
there were nights as a child i would go upstairs onto my little brothers mini blue chair, and read myself bedtime stories from his collection of books through tears as the family that was not-mine-but-was ate dinner together and laughed
sometimes i feel alone enough in the world i remember these times, but i’m never as alone as i was then