Life definitely doesn't always go as planned. She is proof of that. Arriving six weeks to early! I'm so happy that she is here but there are a few things I'm sad about. First of all I'm sad that I wasn't allowed to walk around and just keep on enjoying my pregnancy for another six weeks. Secondly I was supposed to do the mental health run with my big belly. And thirdly I'm sad that I never got a babyshower. Not that I think anyone would host one for me since I don't know that many people. But I was going to give myself one. Not something big and fancy. I just wanted to celebrate the pregnancy. I also wanted to do the mothers blessing. But someone had other plans. I'm really happy to have her here with me. And I will do the mental health run but with a stroller instead. And I will give myself the shower later on and just treat myself. But for now I'm just enjoying my little buddle of joy. #baby #firsttimemom #babyshower #babyblues #mothersblessing https://www.instagram.com/p/Ci-1EuFjffA/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
