#murder ts

[wri0thesley]

For your consideration: Sorbet and Gelato getting rid of a body while Prince's "We Can Fuck" blares in the background

thank you i’m in a deep sor*lato mood atm and this is. good. i love them. sorbet and gelato be like: commits a murder with a sexy soundtrack

[frogsman]

holy fuck

[lxghtsearcher]

also, murder is illegal.

that’s. also a reason i can’t do that.

[lxghtsearcher]

i mean i can also kill people now but that kind of ruins the whole kindness factor

[lxghtsearcher]

idk uruka i had two murderers trying to kill me and everyone i love but i defeated them with kindness

[hooking]

Tommy differentiates himself from the trashier and most dangerous slums of my head because he is not narcissistic. Quite far from it, in fact. It's not something many can say (Sarhen does not count). He doesn't have a Klaus kind of ego, doesn't think he is particularly perfect in any regard, isn't vain, and isn't even confident per se. He does believe himself to be entitled to things/people he shouldn't feel entitled to but it's not particularly because he is any better or in higher grounds than they are, it's just because he lacks, above all, self control over his most harmful impulses – impulses in general, honestly. He is made up of curiosity and whim and if he wants something, if the hunger strikes, it's really hard for him to stop himself. It comes with being half-demon, one can suppose, that with the little temptation issue... But he isn't narcissistic. He isn't vain, and he isn't even confident. His skills as a box man and as a pilot are worthy of envy, but his people skills are lack luster and his relationship record leaves a lot to be desired (looks can only be charming for so long!). He can be as intelligent as can be, but having Nicholas Acardi for a brother will intensify the light through which you view your imperfections, especially at dealing with people. People-dealing =/= Tommy. He isn't good with words, he isn't brave, and he isn't a lot of the things he especially looks up to in his older brother. His sense of worth takes a hit thanks to this: it's heavily – so very heavily – dependent upon what Nico thinks of him, it's when Tommy loses him – when Nico goes to prison – that his self control begins to falter and suffer (because he wasn't always this trigger happy little shit with a penchant for gruesome murder; he was, in fact, well put and organized and clinical, if not slightly inept) until it becomes moot. Why does this happen? Because he loses his frame of reference. He loses the one person he can be sure loves him. Self worth drops, sense of boundaries and limitations drops, predisposition to violence rises, fixation rises, Tommy Acardi as he is nowadays is born. Even after he gets Nicholas back, the damage has been done; Tommy has become unpredictable and blood-thirsty and unprofessional. But really not narcissistic, not at all. Far from it.

[lxghtsearcher]

love how there's always going to be a reason for people to hate me!!!! I love how i'm going to be stabbed to death!!!!!!! I love how everyone hates me and how i'll never be redeemable for as long as I live!!!!!!! someone is going to kill be and i'm going to die and everything I know will disappear and i'll be alone forever because I just can't do anything right!!!!!!! I harte myself I hate hate h ate I just want everything to be okay I don't want to be scared a nymore someone help me

[lxghtsearcher]

explanation as to why spierce is getting so worked up (and also why she puts herself in danger so often)

so basically a very close friend of spierce’s was murdered literally right after she left the place they were in, and she failed to get the murderer put in jail even though she knew who it was

 she’s haunted by a lot of guilt because she knows she could have done something; she knows she could have stayed, and she knows that it was supposed to be her, but it wasn’t because she left, and she doesn’t want anyone else ever being hurt because she didn’t do something about it

hence why she writes so many notes, and hence why she’s getting so worked up over akira being blamed for seidou and amon and her father; it feels too familiar to what she’s been telling herself