#murphy.txt

[cobblestone-butch]

ethubs wip snippet where the author projects autism feelings onto etho because of his reputation for being a harsh critic + that one time he said he was trying to be nicer

[dameronalone]

anyway I wanna write pynch as crime boyfriends. separate from the art thief au. brought to you by THISKIDSNOTALERIGHT by awolnation

[babyluvuris]

ging texting leorio: okay so ur takin over as boar? Tryin to make a change :-\

leorio: ...excuse me??

ging: what u mean lol Tryin to make a change :-\

leorio: do you have a signature on your texts or something?

ging: yea Tryin to make a change :-\

leorio: how old are you??

ging: 31 Tryin to make a change :-\

[stonermurphy]

Bipolar Connor Murphy Headcanons

hes really really easily excitable but also extremely easily let down. He builds up his expectations p much sky high only to be let down to the point of suicidal idealization when it not only doesn't go the way he thought, but ten times worse (he expected to go to every party that was thrown and make a ton of new friends only to end up in a several month long depressive episode when he wasn't invited to any at all),,, eventually he learned to be numb instead of excitable to avoid major disappointment,, his stomach still drops every time things don/t go as planned

on that note when he’s excited and manic and feeling good he’s actually a Big Time Talker,,, when he was young he was the annoying and obnoxious kid nobody wanted to invite over to play. He has to learn to reign it in becus he can see when people shift from ‘listening politely’ to ‘annoyed and waiting for him to shut up’,,, it a big reason he doesn't reach out and talk to anyone anymore becus hes scared he’ll talk too much and just all around be too much for people 

he cries, a lot,,,, like A LOT. he can spend literal days on end crying and be so congested he cant smoke and then he cries even more when he cant smoke. a horrible cycle. hes very very much an angry crier too,, he can’t start yelling with tears and shaky voice, its hard to watch 

on THAT note also his episodes are. so fucking much lmao,,, when he gets triggered and starts freaking out he first just raises his voice,, then he starts tearing up,, then his thoughts are moving too fast for him to speak properly so hes just saying garbled chopped up sentences,, and finally hes so overwhelmed he starts hitting and breaking things just to find some sort of tension release (he needs glasses actually but now wears contacts due to how many times hes broken his glasses becus they were the closest thing to him) 

he’s a rapid cycler,,,, he can be manic or depressive multiple times in the same day, you never know what to expect from or what kind of reaction you might get from him,, tired an apathetic, angry and irritable, sad and melancholy, happy and excitable (rare nowadays),,, you just never know

his psychosis is really really bad but mostly manifests itself in delusions rather than hallucinations,,, he’s paranoid everyone is staring at him, judging him, plotting how best to get him overwhelmed so everyone can see what a freak he is. (The Big Fight with zoe was when he couldn't find his journal and assumed she had taken to show to everyone at school so they could make fun of him,, he banged on her door screaming he’d kill her if she showed anybody only to be told hours later after some forced isolation that larry and cynthia took it becus they were worried about him,,,,, he never wrote in a journal again)

its late and i might add more to this tomorrow but i am a bipolar connor murphy stan first and a human being second 

[bipolarbyers]

Mike isnt the only trans girl and lesbian you fools. the whole dnd group are trans girls and lesbians EXCEPT for their gay nb party member Will. Lucas is a trans girl and  lesbian and she and max are dating. eleven is also a lesbian but shes nb. thanks for coming to my tedtalk

[askbpconnormurphy]

((hey guys,, i’m opening up the ask box for a little bit becus i decided a good few of the asks i currently have id rather answer when things are slightly more established!! so please feel free to drop any questions you have for our resident bipolar stoner (and i mean connor not the mod lmao) in the inbox!!))

[cobblestone-butch]

I find it so fun and fulfilling to be a fandom person who is willing to do something just effortful and mundane enough that most people don't want to/can't/choose not to do it. I was initially linking someone to a resource they openly suggested would be useful but didn't directly ask for, and I added in some additional information that would need an extra search or two, but then I found out that the resource wasn't as suitable as I thought so instead went and put together an album of screenshots for the information and added in the captions. I still linked to the original resource, and then added my own too. I don't even know if it will get looked at, by the person who initially wanted it, or by anyone else following along, but making someone else's fandom experience by doing the more mundane work of it all and removing some barriers was really engaging. what a good outcome for everyone!

[dameronalone]

okay you know what? the blisters all over my feet from stomping around my neighbor for like an hour and a half yesterday are well deserved. those boots aren't broken in for shit. that was really on me