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pov: your camera roll if kihyun was ur boyfriend and yall are on a vacation

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Changkyun As Your Boyfriend

Boyfriend

(n.) A person who 90% of the time annoy you, and 10% of the time makes you forget the 90%

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When you and Changkyun get a couple tattoo, he will love to touch it and take cute pictures of the two of you together. He will even set your couple photos as his lockscreen, and he will smile widely every time he opens his phone. He will be so proud of your couple tattoo, and he will love to show it off to everyone. He will tell everyone how much he loves you, and he will always be grateful for the special bond that you share. Your couple tattoo will be a constant reminder of your love for each other, and it will bring you closer together. It will be a symbol of your commitment to each other, and it will be a source of happiness for both of you.

He will set his photos as your lockscreen without you knowing it. and once you open your phone and you will see his face smiling back at you. You will be surprised and touched by his gesture, and you will know that he loves you very much. He will do this because he wants to be the first thing you see when you wake up and the last thing you see before you go to sleep. He wants you to think of him every time you use your phone. When you see his face on your lockscreen, you will feel loved and appreciated. You will know that he is thinking of you, and you will feel closer to him.

He loves to send you cute texts, asking you about your day and telling you how much he misses you. He will often start his texts with "How was your day, baby?" or "I miss you so much." He will also tell you to take care of yourself and to eat and rest. He knows that you are busy, but he wants to make sure that you are taking care of yourself. He wants you to be happy and healthy, and he will always be there for you. His texts are always full of love and affection. He will often use pet names like "baby" or "honey" to show how much he cares about you. He will also send you pictures or videos of himself to make you smile.

He will prepare a date with you, making sure that he doesn't mess up. Even though you've been together for more than a year, he will still be nervous. He will want to make this date perfect for you, and he will want to show you how much he loves you. He will start by planning the perfect location. He will want to take you somewhere that is special to both of you, or somewhere that he knows you will love. He will also plan the perfect activities, making sure that you will have a fun and memorable time. On the day of the date, he will be so nervous that he might even be shaking. But he will take a deep breath and remind himself that he loves you and that you will love the date. During the date, he will tell you how much he loves you and how lucky he feels to be with you. He will also let you hear a song that he created for you. The song will be a beautiful expression of his love, and it will make you feel so special. By the end of the date, you will know how deep his feelings are for you. You will also know that he is the one for you.

He will give you sudden hugs everywhere when he feels like he wants to. This man will be so soft only for you. Sometimes, he will hug you from behind when you are cooking in the kitchen. Other times, he will hug you from the front when you are sitting on the couch watching a movie. He might even hug you from the side when you are walking down the street. No matter where he hugs you, you will feel his love and affection. He will hold you tightly and squeeze you gently. He will whisper sweet nothings in your ear and tell you how much he loves you. You will melt in his arms every time he hugs you. You will feel so safe and secure, and you will know that you are loved. Changkyun is a soft-hearted man, but he is only soft for you. He is strong and protective with everyone else, but he is gentle and loving with you. He knows that you are his soft spot, and he cherishes you more than anything in the world. If you are lucky enough to have Changkyun in your life, cherish him. He is a rare gem, and he will love you unconditionally.

Every time he sees you, he greets you with his lovely smile and says, "Miss me?" He knows that his smile makes you blush, and he loves to see your face turn red as a tomato. Changkyun's smile is one of the things that you love most about him. It's so genuine and heartwarming, and it always makes you feel happy. He is a truly kind and loving person, and you are so lucky to have him in your life.

This man is smart, you will wonder how he can be so smart. He reads you like he reads a book. He understands you and all your problems really well. You don't need to hide anything from him, he'll know right away when you're not in good condition. He can tell when you're feeling down, even if you try to hide it. He can see the changes in your body language, and he can hear the changes in your tone of voice. He knows you better than you know yourself, and he always knows how to make you feel better. He is always there for you, no matter what. He will listen to you when you need to talk, and he will offer you his advice. He will never judge you, and he will always be there to support you. You are so lucky to have him in your life. He is a true friend, a loving partner, and a wise advisor. You can always count on him, and he will always be there for you.

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Kissing the Cook

Request: If I may make a request . . . 17, your bias is Yoo Kihyun (Monsta X)

Prompt:

17) Your friend (who is already dating one of the members) sets you up with your bias.

Pairing: Monsta X Kihyun x Reader

Genre: Fluff

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"I'm not doing it," Kihyun said finitely, crossing his arms.

"You're definitely doing it," Minhyuk hummed, adjusting his collar in the mirror. He glanced over his shoulder at the ever so slightly younger member and smirked. "Get dressed."

"You can't tell me what to do."

"Can and will," Minhyuk chimed.

Kihyun heaved a deep sigh before pulling himself up from the couch. Nodding to himself in reassurance, he looked to Minhyuk again. "Where are we going?"

"A place," Minhyuk said simply, spinning around. "How do I look?"

"Like a menace to society," Kihyun muttered. "But that's no different from any other day."

"Rude," Minhyuk clucked. Fishing his phone from his slacks, he began to type quickly. "No rush, but we have to leave in like ten minutes."

"Ten minutes?!" Kihyun whined. He looked down to his pajama bottoms and bleach stained shirt. "I need to shower."

"Sounds a lot like a you problem."

"A me problem that is rapidly becoming a you problem!" Kihyun pointed out. Stomping down the hall he cursed quietly to himself while he heard Minhyuk chuckling behind him.

"Nine minutes!"

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You held fast to your best friend's hand as she navigated you toward an ominous building. "Why have you been so secretive about this whole thing?"

"Me?" Mina squeaked, looking at you with innocent eyes. "Secretive? I don't know the meaning of the word!"

"You are chaos incarnate and your boyfriend is even worse," you grumbled. Choosing to snatch your hand from hers, your eyes began to roam the small information plate noting what businesses operated in the building.

"I take offense to that," she laughed. "Mostly for myself. Minhyuk is admittedly a goblin."

"Yah!" a voice gasped from behind the two of you. "I heard that!"

Spinning around, you were face to face with Mina's partner in crime AND life, Lee Minhyuk. They weren't the sickeningly sweet couple everyone expected them to be, but troublemakers in every sense of the word. They fueled each other's nonsense like no other and frankly it was exhausting even being in both of their presence at once.

"Baby!" Mina grinned, throwing her arms around Minhyuk's neck. She gave him a quick kiss before springing back again.

"Hey," he smiled, eying his girlfriend with every ounce of love in his body. Shaking himself from her spell, he looked toward you and grinned. "Hey, Y/N!"

"Hi, Minnie," you grumbled, rubbing your hand over your opposite arm. Third wheeling again, what a treat.

The sound of someone clearing their throat just behind Minhyuk signaled that you needed to reevaluate your previous thought.

"Sorry!" Minhyuk huffed as he sidestepped. With a smile, he motioned to the person who was standing at least ten feet away from him. "Kihyun is...here!"

Your eyes widened as you assessed the man that had been labelled as part of your group for the evening. The two of you had met informally many times before, but for some reason, the familiarity couldn't halt the butterflies springing to life in your stomach.

While you knew who Kihyun was and even a bit of his personality, you had never hung out with intention. Making eyes at each other across the table at game nights or eagerly eating whatever food he chose to prepare were the height of your interactions.

"Ahhh," you finally managed. "Hi?"

"Hi," Kihyun nodded politely. He glanced from you to Minhyuk and then back again. His eyes set on yours for only a moment, the contact making you instantly shy. Kihyun smirked before looking away, his ears turning a bright red in the process.

"Isn't this great?" Minhyuk nodded. "You're single. Kihyun's desperate. It's perfect."

"Hey!" Kihyun snipped, glaring at his friend. "I'm not desperate."

"He's not very self aware," Minhyuk continued in a hushed voice. "But he is very cute, isn't he?"

This caused Kihyun to roll his eyes. You tried to stifle your giggle as he motioned to the staircase leading inside the building. "Can we please do whatever it is we are here to do?"

"Yes, of course," Minhyuk nodded, pleased with himself. Launching forward, he grabbed Mina's hand in his and started charging up the stairs. Left alone with Kihyun, you gave him an exasperated grin.

Smiling in return, he stepped forward. "Sorry about him."

"Unnecessary," you laughed. "Let's catch up before we're left behind."

"Honestly," Kihyun muttered, looking over his shoulder in both directions. "That might not be the worst idea."

"I'm sorry, what?" you croaked. Sure, you hadn't expected to be dragged on a double date tonight, but you were kind of offended that he wanted to bail.

Laughing, he shook his head. "Who the hell knows what these two signed us up for. I think I have something better in mind."

..

"Can you tie this for me?" Kihyun asked, spinning around so his back faced you.

"Of course," you hummed, taking the strings from his hands. You had never realized how wide his shoulders were until you were up close. Chewing on your lip, you absently tied the apron as you eyed him from behind.

After consulting Google for the better part of your two block jog away from your friends, Kihyun had finally settled on bringing you back to the Monsta X dorm. He could cook you dinner with whatever they had laying around and you would be delivered to Mina as soon as the happy couple arrived back home. It had made all of the sense in the world.

The adrenaline pumping through your veins quickly subdued by the time you were perched on the bar stool in front of him. Now the nerves danced around in your body, trying to keep cool as you watched him cut vegetables.

"Are you sure you don't need help?" you asked, itching for something to do instead of sitting in silence.

"Uuuuh," Kihyun hummed, looking around the kitchen. His gaze finally settled on the task before him and he gave a short nod. "You know what, why don't you cut these?"

"Sure," you squeaked, instantly regretting your request. It wasn't like you were a bad cook, Kihyun was just much more proficient.

Hopping off of the chair and making your way to where he was standing, you were surprised as he took up a spot directly behind you. Lifting a spare apron over your front and dropping it at your neck, you felt his nimble fingers find the ties at your side. Remaining painfully still, you waited as he tied the fabric. Taking a short step back, he pointed around you at the knife you would need.

"Alright, take that one," he said, his voice a breath in your ear. "And we're going to want to cut this as thin as possible."

"Okay," you whispered, picking up the utensil with one hand and a clove of garlic in the other.

"We want it so thin that it'll essentially melt in the pan," he continued.

You nodded. Of course this made all of the sense in the world when it was coming out of Kihyun's lips.

Kihyun lips.

You grimaced as you cut the first slice of garlic much too thick. You needed to stop focusing on the cute boy leaning into you and the task at hand.

Proving to be the most difficult task in the world, your body nearly collapsed as Kihyun stepped closer. His firm chest settled against your back as he reached around you and took the knife from your hand.

"Watch," he said quietly, slicing it perfectly because of course he did. "Just like that."

Good God.

"Just like that," you croaked. You thought about swiveling around to address him, but instantly thought better of it. "Maybe I was more helpful watching you than actually helping."

You could feel his huffed laugh against your neck as he continued to chop. "You're giving up this easily?"

"Well, no," you said, now a bit embarrassed. "I think I may just be getting in the way though."

"Who said that's a bad thing?" he teased, closing what limited distance was between you. You tried not to choke on your own saliva.

"It's crazy, isn't it?" he asked, picking up another clove and beginning his ministrations.

"Wh-What?"

"That we were set up," he chuckled. "By two of the most dysfunctional people I think either of us have ever met."

You giggled as you attempted to remain calm. Where was he going with this?

"What do they know about other's compatibility?" he continued. His chin was basically set on your shoulder. You took a deep breath, lavishing in whatever spicy ginger cologne he was wearing.

"Well," you managed. "They certainly knew that they were-"

"The end of times?" Kihyun finished. "I'm convinced their love is going to bring forth the apocalypse."

"So..." you chuckled, trying to put on a brave face. "What do you think they were expecting to bring forth with our match?"

Kihyun paused. You could almost hear his gears turning as he set down the items in his hands. Leaning slowly back, you instantly regretted that whatever you had said caused him to retreat.

"Something...easy," he said, his voice suddenly gravelly. "Something they knew would work if they nudged us hard enough."

Hardly believing what you were hearing, you carefully spun to look at him. His handsome face was hard to read, but you definitely saw something there. The way his lips parted ever so slightly, the way his eyes searched yours...it was want. Kihyun wanted whatever this was.

"You...you'd think we'd make a good match then?" you squeaked, needing the confirmation.

Kihyun sniffed a short chuckle before reaching up. Grabbing you lightly by the back of the neck, his eyes delved into yours one last time before closing the distance. He kissed you fiercely, knocking you off balance. You were immediately caught and then boxed in against the counter behind you. Reaching to set a palm on the surface around either side of your hips, he licked at your bottom lip before sucking it into his mouth. Biting it softly, you didn't miss how tense he became when you offered up a whimper.

Tangling your hands around his neck and playing with the short hair at the back of his scalp, you were all fire inside. Before his body had even really touched yours, you were a match waiting to be lit. He knew exactly how to fan the flame.

"Idiot, you left your location on," you heard a familiar voice barge through the door.

Kihyun stopped kissing you and cringed. His body remained locked around yours, no intention of letting you go this soon.

"I can't believe you guys left! We were going to do a rage room and-"

Both Minhyuk and Mina stopped short as they walked into the kitchen. With matching expressions of shock, an awkward silence settled over the room.

Kihyun grimaced before burying his face into your neck and letting out a loud groan.

"We...uh," Mina began, her eyes darting back and forth. "We're just going to go anywhere but here."

"Yep," Minhyuk nodded, his eyes wide. "We'll let you kids get back to uh...whatever that was."

Turning on his heel, Minhyuk tugged Mina with him. "Don't do anything we wouldn't do!"

"The bar is set extremely low then," Kihyun muttered before lifting his face up again. "You laughed as you reached up and rubbed your thumb over his jaw. "Now, where were we?"

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We're All Psycho

Monsta X Ot6 x OC

Chapter 4

Chapter warnings: violence, kidnapping, blood, other potential triggering topics. Read at your own risk.

“Here’s Joohoney!” he cackled as if he had just told the funniest joke in the world.

Finally, my reflexes kicked in as I fell back on my ass in my haste to get away from him. The loss of balance had me fall backwards into Kihyun’s legs, which wasn’t any better than being within arm’s reach of Jooheon. Scooting away from him as quickly as I could, I huddled in the closest corner. The noises must have roused one of the guards enough to sit up. He looked out of it for a few seconds before his brain caught up realizing the situation we were in. He scrambled for the firearm on his belt, but unfortunately for him Kihyun was a tad bit quicker.

He sat too close to him, Kihyun’s cuffs able to give him enough leeway to slam the heel of his foot into the guard’s face effectively knocking him unconscious again. The brutality of it made my insides twist.

Jooheon hopped into the van effortlessly. Behind him, a head of brilliant blond hair jumped in taking a look around the mess of bodies. I tucked myself as far into the corner I could get hoping they would just release Kihyun and be on their way. Life was never that easy though, right? His dark gaze almost passed over me before doing a double take. My heart stuttered, blood running cold as his pink tongue darted out to wet his lips and his footsteps echoed off the walls. He came closer, stopping right in front of me toe to toe before he leaned down. He reached out to my face causing me to flinch and close my eyes wishing I could will this entire scene away like a bad dream.

I felt his fingers softly brush my temple before skimming down the apple of my cheek and my chin. As sudden as it came, his touch was gone. I slowly opened my eyes to see him standing over me, my blood coating the tips of his fingers as he rubbed them together smearing the warm liquid over his thumb and palm.

“Beautiful.” He murmured.

“Minhyuk find the keys.” Jooheon ordered while struggling to get the bindings over Kihyun’s arms and face off.

Minhyuk stepped away from me, losing interest almost as quickly as he found it. He began rummaging through the guard’s pockets, roughly throwing them over if he didn’t find what he was looking for. One guard landed right in front of my feet, taser hanging off his belt precariously. I didn’t know if I was capable of using a gun, but I knew I could use a taser. I grabbed it as inconspicuously as possible while watching the two men, one of who was still searching for keys and the other just having released the binding around Kihyun’s arms.

Another person joined the group. Instead of jumping into the back like the other two, he leaned nonchalantly against the frame of the busted up back doors. He was unearthly beautiful. Long, black hair framed his graceful features, lips pink and plush, and he was tall. Easily taller than both Minhyuk and Jooheon. His arms crossed and he grinned at the sight of Kihyun.

“You know that’s a good look on you Kihyun. You should keep that mask so we don’t have to listen to all your philosophical bullshit.”

Jooheon finished undoing the straps on Kihyun’s mask allowing him to rip it off. His eyes darted to the dark-haired male giving the newcomer a look that could kill.

“Fuck off leech.” He snarled. “Minhyuk could you go any slower finding those damn keys?”

Minhyuk shrugged. “Don’t get your panties in a wad.”

“They wouldn’t be if you all hadn’t left me in prison for three fucking weeks.”

No one responded to that, Minhyuk finally finding the keys, went to unlock Kihyun as the man who was leaning against the doors walked off to do God knows what. It took me a few seconds to realize someone’s eyes were on me, the sudden eye contact with Jooheon catching me off guard. His expression was contemplative almost. As if he were trying to figure out what to do with me. Finally free, Kihyun stood, slinging his cuffs aside. The sound of them hitting the steel walls was too loud in the otherwise quiet van.

“Can we leave now?” the one with gorgeous long dark hair asked returning from wherever it was he went.

Jooheon looked at him over his shoulder. “The driver and passenger?”

“Taken care of.”

He nodded. “Call Changkyun. Have him pick us up.”

Minhyuk dropped down to the asphalt outside, walking around the side of the van, the other man following him. Taken care of? Unable to help but wonder what happened to them I looked towards the plexiglass window to the front. I silently prayed one of them would pop up just so I would know they were okay, and I wasn’t alone with four of the most wanted men in the world. Once again, I cursed myself for my lack of self-defense ability. San would have known what to do in this situation. The thought of him finally snapped me out of whatever stupor I was under as I frantically scanned the bodies for him. His blonde hair the only way for me to distinguish him from everyone else, the man was passed out a few feet to my left.

I had half a mind to go check on him, when bootsteps halted any movement of mine. Jooheon was slowly making his way towards me. Every step made my heart pound faster as I quickly lifted the taser at him stopping his approach.

“Stay back.” My voice was stronger than I expected it to be.

It sounded sure and confident. The complete opposite of how I was feeling inside.

“Dr. Johns. You should put that down before you hurt someone.”

“I’m serious. Don’t come near me.”

“Verity. Put it down.” Kihyun snapped.

The sound of my name startled me. I had never told him my first name. The knowledge that he quite obviously knew more about me than I realized formed a pit in my stomach. If he knew, I had no doubt the rest of them did. That meant that they had a reason to look me up and figure out who I was.

“What do you want from me?” my hand began shaking so I placed both hands on the weapon to steady it.

“Perhaps we should take this conversation somewhere more private.”

“I’m not going anywhere with you. You’ve got Kihyun. He’s free. Just leave now.”

Jooheon released a deep chuckle. “It’s funny that you think we came all the way here just for Kihyun.”

Kihyun rolled his eyes, bored with the conversation as he turned to jump out of the truck. Even though he was gone, Jooheon was still a threat. He smiled.

“Let’s take it easy now little bird. Our ride is on its way and boss doesn’t like to be kept waiting.”

His strides were unusually confident as he stalked towards me again. I pressed myself flush against the wall as I squeezed the taser trigger, but nothing happened. Panicking, I continued squeezing the trigger realizing too late that I hadn’t flicked the safety switch. Just as I reached to do it, Jooheon knocked the taser out of my hands. Loss of my weapon spiked my adrenaline and the fight reflexes I thought I didn’t have finally surfaced.

I kicked a leg out making contact with his gut. He let out a harsh grunt, but it didn’t deter him as one hand roughly grabbed my arm. I attempted to kick again, but his other arm blocked it, shoving my leg back down at the same moment he jerked me off the floor. His thick arms wrapped around my front, immobilizing me as my back pressed against his chest. Not able to do much else in his hold, I screamed hoping it would be enough to rouse the officers or have anyone in the vicinity call for help.

Jooheon’s large hand clapped over my mouth as he dragged me out of the back. My screams were muffled and the fact that I didn’t even have that at my disposal made me thrash harder. It all didn’t even seem to affect Jooheon. He held onto me as if I was nothing more than a petulant child throwing a tantrum. We rounded the van revealing the large transport van they had used to ram us. It was banged up just as much as the police vehicle.

“Need this?” someone laughed.

The dark-headed one held up Kihyun’s face mask. As he approached, I used my legs again trying to land a good kick. He looked unamused as he dodged my extremities. My profanities were still muffled by Jooheon’s hand until he let go to get a better grip around my waist.

“Don’t fucking touch me!” I screamed.

“Minhyuk!”

I hadn’t even realized how close the other two were until Minhyuk walked around the dark-haired male to wrap both arms around my legs. I wiggled in vain as the mask was placed over my mouth and strapped around the back of my head.

“Tie her legs too.” Jooheon ordered.

My legs were strapped using the same bindings that were wrapped around Kihyun’s arms. The irony of the situation was not lost on me. The bindings I once relied on to protect me from Kihyun were now being used to trap me while these men attempted a kidnapping. As he finished binding my legs, the recognizable sound of a revving engine sounded down the street. The smooth purr of the vehicle got louder as it gunned down the empty street. The sleek car screeched to a stop right next to us as another dark-haired male stepped out to lean against the open door.

“You were quicker than I expected.” His gaze roamed the crowd of men before stopping on me.

One corner of his mouth lifted in a smirk looking at my tied-up figure.

“More trouble than she’s worth?” he asked.

This had to be Changkyun. His black hair was slicked back except for one piece of fringe that irritatingly hung over his right eye. He was tall, although not as tall as the other dark-haired man and he was lean. His shoulders and biceps were toned and thick beneath his dark long sleeve shirt. His perfect lips broke out into a sinister smile the longer he looked at me. Despite how unnerving it was, my heart still jumped at his attention. The fact that all of these men were so damn attractive didn’t make this situation any easier.

“Nah. Give her some time to calm down and she’ll be perfect. Isn’t that right little bird?” Jooheon crooned in my ear.

I so badly wanted to tell him to go fuck himself, but the snug mask against my face wasn’t going to let me say anything. The most I could do was send daggers his way with my eyes. A low whistle and chuckle cut through our stare off.

“If looks could kill hyung.” Changkyun teased.

“Let’s just get back to base.” Kihyun sighed rounding the car and jumping into the passenger seat.

Changkyun dropped back into the driver’s seat while Minhyuk slid into the back. That left three people, but only two seats. Jooheon dragged me around the car to the back where the only man whose name I hadn’t heard yet stood with the trunk wide open.

“Sorry doll, but there’s no room up front.”

They were not about to put me in a fucking trunk! I cursed them behind the mask, leaning back into Jooheon hoping to make it as difficult as possible for them to shove me in there. Jooheon sighed before cupping the backs of my knees holding me bridal style. With my arms free, I shoved against the car to keep him from laying me back there. That was short lived though as the dark-haired male grabbed my arms and zip tied my wrists together holding them there until Jooheon dropped me into the empty trunk. The both of them let go and slammed the trunk shut. I was terrified and furious at the same time. The trunk echoed as I slammed my hands against the top of it and kicked whatever I could reach.

I was screaming, but the sound was still muffled enough that I was sure no one could hear it. Tears streamed down my cheeks not that it mattered because I was alone in the pitch-black trunk. Music blared from the front shortly before the car jerked in movement making me roll backwards. I tried my best to reach above my head for the straps on the mask, but the angle was off with my hands tied together and I couldn’t reach them. So, I tried the ones around my legs next, but they were bound too tightly and strapped behind my legs so I wasn’t able to reach those to undo them either.

Feeling absolutely helpless in the situation, everything started to crash down around me. I knew I wasn’t getting out of this easily, if at all. That thought scared me, and I sobbed, desperately wishing this wasn’t real.

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amour non-réciproque | yoo kihyun

| Genre : yandere, angst, requested

ㅡ Summary : after all that he has done, it's nothing more than one-sided love.

Word Count : 1.2k

tw/cw : abuse, a lot of murder, obsession, heavy themes, toxic relationships, strong language, violence, blood, s/o death (lightly described), please do not read if uncomfortable/sensitive! i do not support the behavior portrayed in this work!

amour non-réciproque : one-sided love (thank you @effulgentfireflies for the help with translation!!<3)

39. “Why can't you love me?”

Everyone knows that sometimes, you have to walk over some corpses to get to the top.

The saying perfectly applies to Yoo Kihyun; although perhaps a little too literally.

Oh, if only you knew just how much he has done for you. He's the sole reason you stay safe during your daily night walks; the reason that no dirty bastards have harmed your fragile little heart yet. It's almost like he's your guardian angel, being with you every step of the way and protecting you like his own life depends on it.

To him, it's quite romantic. But would you say the same if you knew the truth? To you, he may be no one important, but to him, you're his entire world.

Therefore, he decided to confess.

He'll confess both everything that he's done for you and his feelings for you. Surely you can forgive him even if you were a bit lonely because of the male removing everyone from your life if he only tells you about his true feelings, can't you? He's sure of it; after all, you're the sweetest, kindest person that ever stepped on this earth – everyone else is filled with toxicity, dirty and impure, but you're different from them.

The day heavy rain was pouring, you gave him your only umbrella without hesitation, running home while holding your hands over your head in an attempt to stop the rain from falling on you even if it barely helped at all – you ran off even before the male could gather up the proper words to thank you.

The day he forgot to bring his food with him, you shared your lunch with him without ever wanting anything in return.

You are simply too kind for this world.

But if you accept his confession, he's going to make sure that no one will ever harm you.

Today was the perfect day to confess. You probably wouldn't know it, but today you met for the very first time; Kihyun fell in love with you at first sight, enthralled by your beauty and charm. Today was basically your anniversary, and that's why he planned to make this day special by telling you everything that he's always wanted to say.

He waited until it was midnight, so just in case something went awry, the absence of light at such a late time could help him.

The male rang the bell to your apartment, his hands slightly shaking from the nervousness that built up inside him with every second. He's never felt this anxious before, but he was also excited to see your reaction.

Seeing who it was, you cautiously opened the door, lazily rubbing your sleepy eyes. The smell of his cologne stunned you; whatever it was that he was here for, he definitely wanted to look and smell his best for it.

"..Kihyun? Why are you out this late?" You asked, your confusion only growing stronger as the male handed you an elegant bouquet of beautiful red roses. "..Uh, thank you..?"

"May I come in?"

"Well, I don't know–"

"It's important."

You sighed, taking the roses and letting him in. The male has never been to your apartment before. Or that's what you thought, at least. You picked out a proper vase for the flowers, filling it up with water so they would not wilt so easily.

"So, what's so important I can't sleep?"

"Let's sit down."

You went to the living room together, the male instantly finding the light switch. You frown, but decided not to think anything about it. You were far too tired to have any proper thoughts right now anyways.

"Do you trust me?" He asked once you both got more comfortable, sitting before each other.

You gulp. This was definitely not going in a good direction. What were you supposed to answer, especially in the middle of the night? The honest answer would be no; you didn't trust him at all. You've been seeing him in places that he shouldn't be in – your friends that told you they suspected that he was following you around have mysteriously disappeared, and everything in your body screams at you to run whenever you're around him. Would he leave you alone if you told him you didn't trust him? Or perhaps you'd just be risking making him angry?

"W-Well, I don't know" You laughed nervously as you clenched your hands, feeling his intense stare on you. "We don't know each other that well yet, do we?"

He sighed; it was clearly not the answer he was expecting, but he didn't comment on it, moving on.

"The truth is," He started. "I have been interested in you for some time"

"Well, I'm–" He stopped you before you answered, clicking his tongue.

"Just listen to me," He pleaded. "After everything I've done for you, the least you can do is listen, can't you?"

…

"Good." He sighed, a satisfied smile spreading across his face. "Ah– where should I start? What do you think happened to your former lover?"

"Why are you bringing this up..?" Your hands were shaking, but you tried not to let him see your growing fear. "T-They moved out–"

"I killed them."

"What?"

He chuckled, enjoying the startled look on your face. You were frozen in shock as he came up to you, getting a hold of your chin and forcing you to look up at him, your face suddenly dangerously close to his. His thumb ran over your lips, the male sighing out in satisfaction. Oh, how long he has waited for this exact moment.

"I killed everyone you once loved." He declared. "Your friends, the people who hurt you. I did it all for you"

"Y-You're lying!"

"Is that what you really think?" He asked.

Silence followed his question, warm tears starting to run down your cheeks.

"P-Please, Kihyun, I beg you, leave me alone"

"Are you scared, my love?" He cocked a brow. "I would never hurt you. I won't let anything or anyone harm you." He assured, but it did not make you feel better at all.

"Please– Say you love me" The male caressed your cheek, his eyes hopeful. "You do love me, right, my love?"

"Go to hell!" You pushed him away and tried to kick him, but the male dodged, getting annoyed. "You're a fucking psychopath; leave me the fuck alone! I'll never love you!"

..What?

The male froze. You don't love him.

He sniggered, his eyes darkening as he grabbed you harshly, pushing you against the wall. "After everything I've fucking done for you," He growled. "This is what you do? Not even a 'thank you'? Why can't you love me?"

You answered with a desperate sob, weakly trying to fight him off. He only saw fright and hate in your eyes; so you really didn't feel anything for him. He breathed out shakily, carefully considering his next move.

He really did not want to resort to hurting you, but you leave him no choice. This is not the person he loves anymore. The person he loves is kind, unlike the person before him.

"We'd be so happy together, my love" He sighed, reaching for his back pocket. "But you just had to ruin everything"

You screamed, pain spreading throughout your body as you slowly started going weak, Kihyun gently seating you on the floor while still holding you in his arms. "Goodbye," He smiled sadly, kissing you for the first and last time.

"My love."

It wasn't long until silence filled the room, the male sighing deeply as he laid your head on the floor, softly closing your eyes with his hand.

It was the end of everything; as well as his one-sided love.

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