This damn book has me hunched over it with a book light in the dark on my bed like I was in middleschool
Chat have I reached insanity?

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This damn book has me hunched over it with a book light in the dark on my bed like I was in middleschool
Chat have I reached insanity?
This is the closest to what I’ve imagined my S/I, Christina Avilas ability would look like in complete form. Her ability is called,”Corazón de Oro” or ‘Heart of Gold’ roughly translated. Her ability allows her to turn fully into gold armor, conduct and absorb electricity, possess flaming hair, create weapons and currency, absorb metal weapon attacks (ie bullets, blades, and bombs), and resist most forms of corrosion. Her form, however, is weak to wind and water if exposed to it for too long. Eventually, the elements would make her rust and poison her insides if not treated ahead of time.
I made this from a Doll Maker I saw online. Feel free to play around with this link here! 🌹🍷✨
My Ability
((So..I want to try roleplaying a bit again, so I’ve decided to add here my superpower/ability that I usually use...))
Name: Catalysis
Working: It grants the user the ability to take the full force of an attack and use it &/or return it within a stipulated time, without feeling the effect of the attack. But beyond the stipulated time, the user will feel the effect of said attack. Stipulated time range is 5 minutes for small, simple attacks , which goes upto 10 seconds for lethal attacks.
Drawbacks: Attacks are time-based and are also based on lethality. Therefore, the force of a simple punch can be returned in 5 minutes, but the force of, let’s say, an attack on the head (which could kill the user) needs to be returned in 10 seconds, or the user dies. Also, this ability DOES NOT provide any immunity from bullets and swords.
Example: Like if you punched the user in the gut, the user will feel the punch in 5 minutes, provided they haven't punched the person back using the energy they received from the punch, or jumped around to try and exert the energy Likewise, if someone hit the user on the head with a rod hard enough to kill them...they'll need to return the force in 12-10 seconds...or their head will feel the trauma and they die...
Now onto my fighting style
Main style: I fight hand-to-hand, or short range. I’m not acquainted with weapons, and my aim with guns is bad. I would say I’m good with one-on-one combat, but I can take on more people if the situation demands it. Also, as back-up, I carry bombs with me to throw behind me to absorb the energy (gives me 45-30 seconds) or a taser to stun myself (gives 15 seconds)
Positives:
Agility: My short stature allows me to dodge attacks quickly and be nimble on my feet
Quick-thinking: I can think on my feet and attack instinctively
Flexibility: From training with progressive calisthenics and gymnastics, my body is pretty flexible.
Observant and Alert: My ability requires me to be keen of my surroundings and alert at all times.
Negatives:
Impatience: I try to finish the fight as soon as possible, and if it doesn’t, I may lose my cool and find ways, which may be bad for me, to finish the fight
Recklessness: I tend to over-estimate my power at times, and may fight recklessly (like using the bombs or shocking myself too many times), especially if I feel the fight has been going on for too long
Temper: I’m more on the hot-tempered side
Perseverance: I hate giving up on a fight, so I keep fighting ‘as long as I stand’ even if it is apparent I’m losing. I’d prefer to lose using all my strength than to give up.
((That’s all I have for now, if you have any more points to add, or any more questions, please feel free to message me!))
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