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Finally deleted the message thread with my ex on discord..

#I'm shaking #I hoped it wouldn't be this difficult #so much stupid trauma #all because I cared about someone #I loved her dearly #and I tried so hard...#I really thought she was serious about staying #now I'm nervous to try again #i feel dumb for falling in love with someone so emotionally distant #god..#rambles #exes #trauma #my past #me irl #i don't think she ever loved me as much as i loved her..#why promise me all the love in the world and then rip it away from me?

TW abuse

Do you ever think about the implications of you saying you used to be an abuser in the KND fandom? How would other victims feel? I am glad you haven't done something worse on minors like Father and Arudan has and owned up to your mistakes, but still. /gen

Short answer: The block button is right there, and they can use it if they feel threatened, scared or angered by me. I won't be mad or anything. I'll honestly feel better knowing I'm not hurting others.

Long answer: I can't change my past, unfortunately. Believe me, if I could, I would. I would go back, hug and kiss my mom and then SLAM DUNK MY HEAD ON MY PC OVER AND OVER UNTIL I FUCKING APOLOGIZE AND WORK ON MYSELF. Then kiss my mom again!

But since no human is given this possibility, all I can do is try to move on and do my best to not alter anyone.

I could hide everything I did and pretend nothing happened. But that could only cause more problems if people find out what I did and I didn't address anything, or, worse, if I tried to play it off as nothing or manipulate people again. I'm not Arudan, after all.

I did what I did, and even if I say I changed, I'm realising there are still little things to work on. Slowly!

I'm not even mad you implied I could've done stuff to minors, because, after all, you don't know me. But I mean, HAVE YOU SEEN GROWN-UP BIG ADULTS?!?!?! MUAHHHH!!!! SEXY!!!

If I talk to kids, it's because they're entertaining or they have a lot to talk about with interesting POVs! I remember once talking to a 17 yo and telling them, "I WANNA VISIT YOUR SCHOOL". You might think "HAH! IT'S BECAUSE IT'S FULL OF MINORS?!?" BITCH I LIVE IN ITALY AND I ONLY SAW AMERICAN SCHOOLS IN TV OUR SCHOOLS ARE DIFFERENT I JUST WANNA SEE THE SCHOOL, SEE THE REAL DEAL!!! AND THEN VISIT A HOME DEPOT AND A DAIRY QUEEN AND A TARGET AND A MALL AND--

You get the deal.

Again, if anyone doesn't like me, they can block! They blocked me from shipping the twins with Charlie, so I can get it.

But eh, if we wanna go to the next step fast HEY YO @theamericanwoodcock CANCEL ME, YOU MINOR! /j

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Dating a 28 year old brought me lots and lots of sex. Like, 7 times in 2 days was pretty common for us. But it wasn’t the best. I do think part of it was just chemistry.

Dating a 45 year old brought me incredible sex, but a serious lack of it. In 2 years we fucked 2 times. And as amazing as it was, I’d rather have mediocre sex with someone once a week. But the chemistry between us was undeniable.

Maybe I can find myself a 36 year old who can fuck me well and often enough that I don’t have to keep searching for a middle ground anymore.

Anyway I don’t know why I’m posting this. Just feeling a little nostalgic and horny, I guess.

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If you want to fly on the sky, you need to leave the earth. If you want to move forward, you need to let go the past that drags you down. -Amit Ray

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